So... now that I have some time to actually type...
I live with my mom. I do not get along with her at all. I'm on the waiting list for independent living. That's gonna be weird with a roommate that I will not know sharing a kitchen and maybe bathroom depending on the room set up. I also will need to go to dumb groups... I feel like, yes, there is some mental healing I need to do. Like, I have ass self esteem. But to be honest most people think I'm mentally stable outside of being kinda... autistic and not the smartest cookie out there.
My main mental health issues stem from my mother being narcissistic an verbally abusive. Very loud an rowdy too. She's pretty much a person that if I had the means and that if I were given a chance, I would literally never talk to her again.
Now, you may be like, hold up. Why you going to go into independent living when you got a bf? Well, he doesn't have a job. He lives with his grandparents. Good people. I love them a lot. But dang. My bf really needs a job. He's got a past and all... so people don't seem to want to hire him. Equal opportunity my ass.