I felt lonely tonight, too. Or not so much lonely as phased out. Like -- I feel like I am getting phased out of this group. But the thing that scares me more is that it doesn't bother me that much. I'll keep up with the people who are really important. That's silly, though. I know I'm not really getting phased out. Sometimes it just feels like too much work to stay in. As far as identifying, I have a similiar experience I'll share. I was talking with a woman I really admire and see myself in, and suddenly out of the blue (well during a conversation) she told me about how she a) was really involved in Young Life as a teenager b) majored in math and c) has never been to New York City. Well, I'm a little freaked out by Young Life, most of my math experiences have left me feeling nauseated, and I'm obsessed with NYC. What? I thought this was my future self. It left me feeling a little apprehensive about my future. P.S. I've never watched Gilmore Girls. Why is she leaving Yale? I also just realized that Yale is a scary name -- all packed into four letters. And it also just ocurred to me that this is a really long comment. Sorry. I think I'll go read Harry Potter now...
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