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[mimi01135]

My brother left this morning, and my dad leaves today... I'm sad, and I wish they could stay, but it is a little exhausting to try and entertain people for a week straight. I don't miss work though. It's been so good to have them around, and to be able to act like myself. I really miss them. We've had a pretty good time all week, and hopefully I can use it to motivate myself out of this apathetic slump I've been in. My dad has been really sweet and hasn't been too harsh with me about anything. All he says about my quandary about where I want to be is that I should at least give it a year out here and then decide where I want to go from there. That's fair enough. I know I need to make some decisions... and I do like it here, but I don't know if I love it. We'll see.

It feels good to have people around who love me just the way I am. I am getting better at loving myself the way I am. I just need to keep doing it.