hmmm....
My dad and Mark are in town....I'm so glad they are here. It is so nice to be around people who really know and love me. I can't even explain it. I spent a lot of time with them today and I'm looking forward to the rest of the week as well. The weather has been beautiful and there doesn't seem to be any rain in the forecast, which is wonderful. My dad and I haven't talked about anything serious yet, which is fine with me. I was afraid he would jump right on it.... I miss him so much. He's such a great dad, he really is. At least we understand each other.
Speaking of things, though...I feel like I'm suddenly being avoided...maybe I'm being paranoid? I don't know. Who knows what to think anymore? I don't know how I can when no one ever tells me anything... *sigh*. I don't understand. All I can do is be me and hope that it's accepted, and if it's not, then... yeah. I, for one, will be honest about my feelings, and if that's awkward, that's really not my problem.
Speaking of things, though...I feel like I'm suddenly being avoided...maybe I'm being paranoid? I don't know. Who knows what to think anymore? I don't know how I can when no one ever tells me anything... *sigh*. I don't understand. All I can do is be me and hope that it's accepted, and if it's not, then... yeah. I, for one, will be honest about my feelings, and if that's awkward, that's really not my problem.