She have had good and bad days.
In the past week or two, I've discovered something that made me really happy.
But in the past week or two, I've also felt like maybe I've done something wrong. It's that feeling that people get, you know, where you start thinking about your actions. You wonder if it bothers people. You wonder if you've upset someone.
And you wonder if it's stupid to wonder these things because maybe it was you who was paranoid about it all being true in the end.
I'm glad though. I'm glad I was able to have at least a week where I didn't hurt, and I was giddy and happy. I'd rather have it than not have it at all.
But in the past week or two, I've also felt like maybe I've done something wrong. It's that feeling that people get, you know, where you start thinking about your actions. You wonder if it bothers people. You wonder if you've upset someone.
And you wonder if it's stupid to wonder these things because maybe it was you who was paranoid about it all being true in the end.
I'm glad though. I'm glad I was able to have at least a week where I didn't hurt, and I was giddy and happy. I'd rather have it than not have it at all.