I accept it because what happened before was so... confusing that I'm not sure why I should be mad. And if I reject her, I'll just make things worse for myself as I'm sure it'll just upset her more and have her yell at me for about some other things soon after. I don't even KNOW what she should be apologizing for-- that's how faulty her "arguments" are... and I'm not even sure half the time of what she's angry and yelling about. I guess I just keep trying to understand how her mind works, but it's just... umm... crazy...
It's not that her yelling really affects me-- but... today, her saying that I purposely am trying to be condescending does affect me... but half of the reason why it mattered so much today was because someone else said something simlar to what she said, so it reminded me of that...
If I break contact with her, my parents will be displeased. Especially my mother. She only wishes us the best, and only wants us to get along-- and if I do such a self-centered thing as to save myself, I need to find a way to save her.
And right now, that's not possible. I wouldn't want to be so selfish that I can't think of how my own mother feels.
They all know about it, and understand it, and agree with me.
After the situation happened today, my mom asked for me to see her... and she basically said, "Tina often gets like that, so when she goes on a crazy talk, just don't be strongly affected." In Mandarin.
And I replied, "Yeah, mom. I know. Don't worry about it."
It's not that her yelling really affects me-- but... today, her saying that I purposely am trying to be condescending does affect me... but half of the reason why it mattered so much today was because someone else said something simlar to what she said, so it reminded me of that...
If I break contact with her, my parents will be displeased. Especially my mother. She only wishes us the best, and only wants us to get along-- and if I do such a self-centered thing as to save myself, I need to find a way to save her.
And right now, that's not possible. I wouldn't want to be so selfish that I can't think of how my own mother feels.
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After the situation happened today, my mom asked for me to see her... and she basically said, "Tina often gets like that, so when she goes on a crazy talk, just don't be strongly affected." In Mandarin.
And I replied, "Yeah, mom. I know. Don't worry about it."
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I, uh, I dunno what to say. At least you're all on the same page. x_x;
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