Michiru: Now 80% Packed With Work!
Waking up in the morning is just a baaad feeling. Baad, bad.
Reading my LJ friends list is sometimes unhappy for me... a lot of people often write things that are sad, depressing, angry... things like that. I feel sympathetic to them... sometimes empathy shows up, and I just understand. Still, even though I'm sort of struggling with keeping my head up, it's difficult to wander off happy alone.
And I always wonder to myself if there is something more that I could do. But I can't include myself; it's not my business...
I really hate Art sections. They take two hours... two hours of utter boring.
I have about half an hour left. Oh yay.
LiveJournal's gone through quite a few changes... I think we get a bazillion more cookies now. You can't view locked entries on another user's list of friends.
I feel like there's something I want to write more. Something about myself. Maybe something about how I feel right now. It's just very difficult to express oneself if the words don't appear...
It seemed like not too long ago (Correction: 3 years ago) that everything was going fine, and now (Correction: since 3 years ago) it's just a few words before I get another overwhelming feeling. I've moved from being totally emo/angst to internal emo/angst and external numbness and confusion. Mixed with a TON of optimism. At least it means I won't be sad for long!
Reading my LJ friends list is sometimes unhappy for me... a lot of people often write things that are sad, depressing, angry... things like that. I feel sympathetic to them... sometimes empathy shows up, and I just understand. Still, even though I'm sort of struggling with keeping my head up, it's difficult to wander off happy alone.
And I always wonder to myself if there is something more that I could do. But I can't include myself; it's not my business...
I really hate Art sections. They take two hours... two hours of utter boring.
I have about half an hour left. Oh yay.
LiveJournal's gone through quite a few changes... I think we get a bazillion more cookies now. You can't view locked entries on another user's list of friends.
I feel like there's something I want to write more. Something about myself. Maybe something about how I feel right now. It's just very difficult to express oneself if the words don't appear...
It seemed like not too long ago (Correction: 3 years ago) that everything was going fine, and now (Correction: since 3 years ago) it's just a few words before I get another overwhelming feeling. I've moved from being totally emo/angst to internal emo/angst and external numbness and confusion. Mixed with a TON of optimism. At least it means I won't be sad for long!