Facing the cold, she faces another epic battle.
I got slightly spoiled by the fact that I hung out with two online friends just last week, so the internet has been feeling really boring. Things like, updating LJ, yet I do anyway, because I can...
I'm so tired! I've been having a hard time sleeping at night, and my mind is filled with all sorts of junk that I need to sort through. I need to figure out what I really want... even so... hmm... I'm not even sure if what I want is even possible. There's a heavy weight in me, and I hope to lift it somehow...
Because of the lack of sleep, I just feel cruddy when I get up. I can still get up; I must... but I just feel much worse than when I can get sleep.
Then again, it's been a long time since I've gotten some really good sleep. It's almost as if I just can't find the right number of hours, and I keep getting too much for one day, or too little...
I feel like I want to sleep all day.
It's been like this lately that I've only really talked to two or three people online... even so, I feel really blank; it's hard to respond... I can't think of anything... there are so much I want to say, yet they've been said, or perhaps I have nothing at all to say, and I just want it for the sake of knowing that person is there, responding to me...
If I let myself be depressed, it'll be a spiral downwards, so I'll try and keep my head up. I feel my eyebrows furrow...
I'm happy that I got to go to Vancouver. I had so much fun in that week and a half than I've had in a long time. The last time I had that much fun was probably the first trip there. I know that I was a little down before I left for my trip, but you know, even though I'm not feeling my best after it, I still wouldn't give up the chance if I could go again.
I'm a little disappointed in myself.
There are still so many things that I need to do, so many things that I feel might never be finished. There are so many things I should be less cautious about, and I ought to take more risks to get what I want. The thing for me right now is figuring out what I want. The easiest want right now is knowing I need more sleep. Now if only everything else was that easy.
Playing games seem a little too easy.
I could play games. It's enjoyable and it doubles as an escape to this world... but even during a game, I could feel myself get bored after a while. This lack of passion for some of my favorite things must mean that what I'm thinking about must be taking up a lot of my emotional energy. Maybe that's why I'm so tired, even though I'm still getting the same number of hours of sleep as before.
Anyway, those interested in the game Valkyrie no Densetsu, here's a few screenshots.
Soul Calibur fans will recognize Cassandra in a similiar outfit... Namco sure thought it was great to dress her up as Valkyrie!
I'm so tired! I've been having a hard time sleeping at night, and my mind is filled with all sorts of junk that I need to sort through. I need to figure out what I really want... even so... hmm... I'm not even sure if what I want is even possible. There's a heavy weight in me, and I hope to lift it somehow...
Because of the lack of sleep, I just feel cruddy when I get up. I can still get up; I must... but I just feel much worse than when I can get sleep.
Then again, it's been a long time since I've gotten some really good sleep. It's almost as if I just can't find the right number of hours, and I keep getting too much for one day, or too little...
I feel like I want to sleep all day.
It's been like this lately that I've only really talked to two or three people online... even so, I feel really blank; it's hard to respond... I can't think of anything... there are so much I want to say, yet they've been said, or perhaps I have nothing at all to say, and I just want it for the sake of knowing that person is there, responding to me...
If I let myself be depressed, it'll be a spiral downwards, so I'll try and keep my head up. I feel my eyebrows furrow...
I'm happy that I got to go to Vancouver. I had so much fun in that week and a half than I've had in a long time. The last time I had that much fun was probably the first trip there. I know that I was a little down before I left for my trip, but you know, even though I'm not feeling my best after it, I still wouldn't give up the chance if I could go again.
I'm a little disappointed in myself.
There are still so many things that I need to do, so many things that I feel might never be finished. There are so many things I should be less cautious about, and I ought to take more risks to get what I want. The thing for me right now is figuring out what I want. The easiest want right now is knowing I need more sleep. Now if only everything else was that easy.
Playing games seem a little too easy.
I could play games. It's enjoyable and it doubles as an escape to this world... but even during a game, I could feel myself get bored after a while. This lack of passion for some of my favorite things must mean that what I'm thinking about must be taking up a lot of my emotional energy. Maybe that's why I'm so tired, even though I'm still getting the same number of hours of sleep as before.
Anyway, those interested in the game Valkyrie no Densetsu, here's a few screenshots.
Soul Calibur fans will recognize Cassandra in a similiar outfit... Namco sure thought it was great to dress her up as Valkyrie!