No, I'm not about to talk about the end times of the world.  I seem to be at the end times of the life I have been living for the past few years, though.  I've said sometimes that I died at Harding.  What I mean by that is that my personality changed.  The person I was when I went in was not the person I was when I left.  Psychological connotations ( Read more... )

The thing that I was calling Vice is gone.  He was banished.  While this was going on, I was gyrating with what has been called full body tics.  It felt like times before, like there was something moving me.  I knew it was Vice, and I ordered it bound, gagged and banished in the name of Jesus.  Then it stopped.  I then got a mental image of the ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a day where you just wanted to throw it all in the fryer and forget the cholesterol?  I know that makes no sense right now, but that's how I'm feeling.  I won't go into the reasons I had a bad day, because it's in the past and gone.  There is no point in reliving the stress that I felt today, but needless to say, it was stressful ( Read more... )

Well, I have news on the facet front. I have realized the nature of some of the other thoughts bouncing around in there. Last week, I visualized a fight that never occured in real life and would never occur. It wasn't any of the facets, at least I made sure not to have it that way. The facets of Toby, Jim and Mortimer have personality traits that I ( Read more... )

There has been devolpment. I have discovered the truth of my nature. I am a dreamer. This has lead me to discovery in the front of the facets. There are essentially two groups, the Dreamers and the Dreams. The Dreams are the pure fantasy characters: Michael, Aldagrim and Harlequin. The Dreamers are the other, more realistic characters: Jim, Toby ( Read more... )

Well, here I am again. Sorry I haven't posted. Things have been busy. I'm down to 215-220 pounds. I'm off all the medicines except the rat poison, and that one's going soon. I'm taking a class on Basic Life Principles that's helping a lot. I'm helping teach a class at on Sunday mornings to introduce the Bible to recovering addicts. I'm looking for ( Read more... )

I know I haven't posted anything lately, but as I recently started a blog on myspace and I want others to see it as well, I have decided to post it here also. (Really, milady_revenwyn asked me too. You gotta go with the fiancee, man ( Read more... )