Dec 09, 2015 11:30
On 29-11-15,
We lost Kedah crown prince..
And just after Kedah ends our mourning period,
On last Saturday, 5-12-15,
We lost a Johor prince..
You know what are the similarities that they have?
Both were the people's princes and both were a brave fighter..
When they passed away, the citizens wept..
All those generosity stories were being told massively..
Another history is written, and we who were there, would always remember them and their kindness..
The feeling is still affecting me non-stop..
I feel so sad each day..
But I also remember to send them Al-Fatihah every time I think of them..
I'm wondering, if the news affect me this bad,
when I don't even know them personally..
What about their own families and their loved ones?
Am I over reacting?
Do I have the right to feel this way?
That, I let Allah to decide for me..
As long as I know that the rewards of my Fatihah would reach them, it's more than enough..
I pray that their families would be always strong..
And continues the virtues that the princes left..
As I am doing it myself for my father,
I believe we could do it all, by will of Allah..
They are all there under His protection..
Sadness is fitra, but Redha is a must..
I wonder when will my sadness will go away as if it's nothing there..
But I know as how Allah is here with me, Allah will be there for them as well..
And that comfort is all I need..
-Al-Fatihah-
beloved princes,
daily life,
ayah