Please dont read this....

[milesblackwolf]

Its been a rough few weeks. The job i worked to build stability and a small saving for school and cons has turned to hell. One where people mattered and employees were the key has turned like so many companies before it as a greedy conglomerate of 3 piece suits in search of money. Alas Fred has reached to old an age to run his company and his sons have taken over. Rented suits told how to make money and we pay the price. Fazed out possitions, computers to schedule hours bassed on how people shop, diminished hours to avoid full time workers and benifits. Yes dear people, Im the Low man on the totem pole now working 5-6 days and for what? 100? 140 bucks a week. After taxes, unions dues and gas? im lucky to have 90 bucks to my name a week. What was ment as a job to gain a little cash has now become a living nightmare. because of the computer i was told roughly, its work or school, work or your kids. Computer schedule bassed off when you say you are available, if your school or kids challange the schedule and it doesn't fit a "bubble" you will not be scheduled. my life has become hell 4-5-6 hours shifts. never able to catch up to what i wanted. Its so rough lately, people have quit and left. possitions fazed out and were expected to pick up the slack. people ive talked to even refused to interview cause of how were treated ,, leaving me to cover even more possitions. ...im nows sitting in place spinning my wheels getting now where.

Ive think of the you dear Klye everyday ...so much it hurts sometimes. nad lately causeof work im so depressed i can barly find the strenght ro get up. I miss you so much. You always had advice, along with a few jests. I miss those times no more than ever.But your words adn advice are still there. I feel this jobs keep me from honoring what you gave me. But soon, soon ill be back on path. I miss you, And till im ready for my trip with you ill do all i can to make you proud. rest well Kyle, love you and miss you.

Miles