How hard did I fall? well, pretty gosh darn HARD!

[milerz_smilerz]

Don't you hate it when you randomly go onto one of those gossip sites like "ocean up" or "perez hilton" and they pair you up with random guys who you are "dating"? Sometimes I wish I could scream who I loved at the top of my lungs because that's how I really feel. Like I should scream his name I'm so in love. It might be crazy, but hey! who isn't! But therese one thing bothering me. I'm really worried I'm going to lose him. I mean, I scared one person in the process who won't look at me the same and I mean, he could go for much prettier girls who have glowing skin and who can go to clubs if he ever wanted to. I don't know why I'm thinking of this and worrying over it. but I'm a girl! I guess it's only normal right? Anyways, I am back to work. I have been recording a little and a photo shoot here and an interview there BUT, there was a charity event on friday I will never forget. If I could put it into a few words...I would have to say...like a fairy tale. ahah! OH YAH! I ALMOST FORGOT! I was talking to Corbin (bleu) recently, he said he's making an LJ. ARE YOU PUMPED OR WHAT?! :O

PEACE GUYS! <3

Kevin: I'm free tomorrow. Wana go to the beach? swim? make sand angles? :D

Demi: I seriously miss you. WHY ARE YOU SO FAR AWAY?! D':

Mandy: CALL ME/ MESSAGE/ ANY KIND OF TALKING DEVICE; GO ON IT! I have allot to say!

Nick: I know your not going to read this but, message me. we have to talk.

Private: I know it's crazy but I can't stop thinking about you. and I miss you <3