Our Worried

Oct 21, 2016 10:05

Title: Our Worried
Cast: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing:  YutoYama
Genre: Friendship
Rating: PG

One of boyband in Johnny’s Agency had a concert in Hiroshima city. Hey! Say! JUMP. This is the name of boyband which have 9 members. The concert this time had finished successfully -although one member should sacrificed his self to restrained his pain.

Yamada Ryosuke, ace of Hey! Say! JUMP who popularly with his hard-working. During concert, he was tried hard to restrain his pain on his hip. Actually, he was felt not well on his hip already since they had a concert in Hokaido, yet he was still restrained his pain and not letting any members worried to him. But at this time, he was at his limit, he couldn’t restrain his pain anymore.

‘Itai...’ he grinned in his heart when he was on the stage. But then, he bent on to finishing their concert, or no.. their fans would be dissappointed.

All member aware there are strange from Ryosuke. His moved dance doesn’t synchronous is the thing who rarely he did. Then, on the backstage, Ryosuke just stood while the other members are sitting on the sofa or chair, which prepared by staffs.

“Ryosuke, daijoubu?” Yabu asked when he was pay attention to him. Ryosuke just gave his thin-smile, tried to hidding his pain, yet too sad his pain was more hurt than times ago.

Actually all member knew that Ryosuke just didn’t want to made them worried. That’s alright! Going back to the stage, Ryosuke still gave his sweet-smile to fans, which definitely made their fans screaming loud.

After they were sang some songs, they were step down to the stairs which not really high, going back to the backstage. But for Ryosuke, it was a bit difficult because he had sick on his hip.

‘You can do it, Ryo’ he said in his heart

Suddenly, he felt someone holding his shoulders on the back, gave a signal want to guide him to step down the stairs. Ryosuke looked back and surprised when he saw Nakajima Yuto -his rival all at once his intimate-friend, still standing at his back and took the initiative to stepping him down the stairs.

Ryosuke staring deep to Yuto, sending his thanking signal to him with eyes, hope that Yuto will understood. But without he hope to, he would got his signal. Yuto smile meaningful because he could catch his signal and said ‘daijoubu’ without voice.

“Just slowly, I will help you” Yuto said when his mic turned off. His right hand start to moved to Ryosuke’s right arm, and his left hand moved to Ryosuke’s left shoulder

Ryosuke so happy because he has relationship with Yuto like that. He doesn’t know why, but Yuto would be his rescuer.

He knew that the other members want to helping him too. And he also knew that the members would lose with Yuto if it was all about hisproblem.

All member knew about psychic between Yuto and Ryosuke. Both of them is not just friend or friendship. They didn’t know what should they call their relationship, because the instinct they have is too strong for them.

***

After concert finished, Ryosuke had went to the hospital in Hiroshima with some stuffs. His pain was really couldn’t controled by himself anymore. Even, he need two peoples for helping him walk.

How too sad, all member should leaving him alone and couldn’t accompanying him in hospital because all of them had schedule and their bustle time.

“Mou.. staff-san, please permit me to stay here to taking care Yama” he asked to staff who helping Ryosuke to the hospital

“Yuto.. let Ryosuke here. We should trust him to staff-san. All of us also want to take care of him together, but we couldn’t leaving our job” Yabu said, the oldest member in their group.

“That’s right, Yutti” Chinen said, “Furthermore, Ryosuke would be hate if you leaving your job just for his sake. You know it, right?”

“Demo....” Yuto still hellbent in order to get licensed took care of Ryosuke

“Nakajima-kun.. please understand. You shouldn’t worry. Yamada-kun’s family is on their way to go here. I will send you guys message later about Yamada-kun’s condition” staff said

Yuto just could grinning helplessly, sighing hard because couldn’t got a license to take care his intimate-friend. In the end, he should go back to Tokyo for another job.

Arrived in airport, they were going to the hotel which ordered by staff. And before they were going to their room, Yabu asked them to gather a moment for talking about Ryosuke.

“Ne, we still have 5days left for another shows. And Ryosuke will staying there for his recovered” Yabu said, staring each memberface. “Wednesday morning, we will go to Hiroshima for looking him and bring him back with us. Understand?” all member nodded their head, agreed Yabu’s idea.

***

Yuto was finishing his job. He came back to his apartement for packing some his cloths. Because his job already done, he would go to Hiroshima now, looking for Ryosuke -his intimate-friend. He couldn’t wait until wednesday come and he didn’t want to wait any longer more than that.

He went to the airport and waiting until the plane is came. Because he doesn’t inform any member yet, he decided to sent them message on their group.

I will go to Hiroshima now. Don’t forget to come  tomorrow

After that, he had sent message too to Ryosuke

Yama, hows your condition? Is going well? I will accompanying you from today on *peace*

Ryosuke, who had checking some notifications, read Yuto’s message which he just got

“Gzzz aitsu wa...” he grumbled slow when he had read his message

Ryosuke replying his message at that time too

Daijoubu. You don’t need worried. You guys be careful, ne

You guys? Oh, Ryosuke just thought that Yuto would come with the other members. He wasn’t really care about Yuto’s message, because it would be him who will send him a message although Yuto will going with others member.

You don’t need worried. Yuto chuckled when he read Ryosuke’s message. How could he said like that? It’s too clear, that everyone is worrying on him now.

***

“Konbanwa..” Yuto greeted when he opened the Ryosuke’s room door. Immediately, Ryosuke’s head was looking toward the door.

“Oh, Yutti” he greeted back with his smile. “Eh? Where is everyone? You are come with them, right?” he asked, wondering because he thought that Yuto would come with others member indeed.

Yuto was walking closer to the Ryosuke’s bed and sitting on the chair beside him, “Who’s said that I will come with them today?”

“Eh...? So, you are alone?” Ryosuke asked, still unconvinced

“Yup. They will come tomorrow. If you unconvinced me, just see my message on group. He said with smile -yet his smile couldn’t have meaning.

Looking Ryosuke who wants took his phone on the table, Yuto initiative to showing his message using his phone.

“Still unsure?” Yuto asked a bit teasing him. Ryosuke just silent after that. “Hows your hip?”

“Hmm...” Ryosuke look thinking for the answer, he pursing his lip, made Ryosuke more adorable in Yuto’s eyes. “Maa.. because you are here, so I’m well now” he answered with looking to Yuto and gave his teasing-smile.

Without care about Ryosuke anymore, Yuto going pinch his cheeks hard. He is so adorable with that his intimate-friend.

“Itai itai! Baka Yuto”

Yuto just laughing hard because he got pinched Ryosuke’s cheeks, while who got pinched was showing his poutted and annoyed face, his hands still wiping his cheeks because he felt sick and getting red.

“You are here wants accompanying me or adding me more pain, huh?!” he said furiously

However, Yuto’s laugh who still he could hear. After he calming his laugh, he had apologize -altough a few laugh still came out from his mouth. “Gomen gomen..”

The silence came between them. No one of both who spoke. But because Yuto couldn’t hold the silence between them, finally he was spoke out.

“Yama..” he called

“Hm?”

“Wanna play?”

“Play?” he asked not sure. Of course he was not sure, because how could they were play in the public place like that. Do you guys understand, right?

“Yes, play” Yuto answered without hesitant.

“You... wanna play in here?”

“Why not? We should have some fun, right, in order to not bored?”

Yuto still didn’t get Ryosuke’s meaning of play yet.

“Mou.. Yuto. You didn’t care about my hip pain after all~” he said pouting

“Eh?”

“You ask me to do that, right?” he said without shy or hesitant at all. Yet, suddenly Yuto laughing hard until his stomach hurt. While Ryosuke, he just look at Yuto who still laughing with annoyed face yet wonder. “Nani?”

Yuto tried hard to calming his laugh for answering Ryosuke’s wonder. He just thought how could Ryosuke had thinking that word of play have same meaning of to do it. Yah, although he is often indeed to teasing him with that such words of play for to do it with himself.

“Truth or Dare?” he asked to the point to the game without ask Ryosuke’s agreement firstly.

“Hee?”

“Just answer” he said smiling

Ryosuke going to think what will he choose. ‘If I choosed dare, he would ask me about some weird challenge. But...’ his eyes glanced toward Yuto, read his mind -what will Yuto ask if he choose one of them. ‘But... if I choosedtruth, he will definitely ask me about one of my secret, or it might be, my feeling toward him..’

However, it was not answered yet commented.

“I don’t want. And also, this game not interest if we playing both only” he rejected for reason avoiding -altough the reason was wasted, because he would lose by Yuto’s longing.

“Do you want playing with everyone? It’s okay, if you really want answer and do all of it in front of them” he answered challenging, showing out his smirk. Yuto must be knew that his intimate-friend wouldn’t have braveness for against his challange if about it. “So, what will you choose?”

In for the seconds, Ryosuke forgot about his thoughts before. He just thought that maybe would be better if one of his secret known by Yuto, it’s because only him would be know. And his answer....

“Truth” he answered short

Yuto raising up his eyebrows with meaningless. He must be knew what is the good question for Ryosuke. “Answer this honestly. What did you think when I asked you to playing game? And why that thing came to your mind?” he asked, although he knew the answer already, yet he wants teasing his intimate-friend.

Immediately, Ryosuke had blushing, didn’t expect that Yuto would asked about it.

“Mou~, you knew the answer, deshou?” he said shyly and grumbled

“Just answer it”

Ryosuke still reluctant to answering Yuto’s question. How not? It was so embrassing for him. Thinking about that, in fact, there are not signals which pointing to there from Yuto.

Yuto, who looking Ryosuke’s reluctant expression was letting out his amuse-smile. He is getting on what he wanted, made Ryosuke shy in front of him.

“Hayaku.. You don’t want exchange with me? Don’t wanna to ask me truth or dare?” Yuto teasing him

Ryosuke just showing his annoyed face, well he couldn’t do many things.

“Wakatta” he looked thinking for the sentence. “I thought that you would asked me to do that in here..” Ryosuke look hesitant when he say that word

“What is that? I don’t know” Yuto said intentionally

Ryosuke was really hesitant want saying it. Even, Yuto could read his mind just looking by Ryosuke’s expression. “S-sex...”

“Then?” he asked with smirk on his lip

“Because... you are too often to teasing me for to do it using play word” he said furiously. “So... yeahh...” he looked hesitant to continuing his sentence, yet he wouldn’t say for the next

“Its mean, are you blaming me?” Yuto asked

“Y-ya.. not really”

Yuto just smile because Ryosuke’s answer and asked him to exchange.

“Truth or dare?” Ryosuke asked

Yuto didn’t need much thinking for the answer, “Dare”. Well, he doesn’t really care about challange from Ryosuke, all of thing would he do for him.

“Come here” he said to Yuto with patted his mattress, asked him to sat on his bed. Yuto just did what is Ryosuke said earlier. Then, he pointed his lip -gave signal for Yuto’s dare. “An minute”

Yuto who heard it felt happy and annoys in the same time. Happy because Ryosuke asked him to kiss his lip, and annoys because the time is too short.

“Why too short for the time?”

Ryosuke just smiled. “You want more than that? Then, suddenly there is someone come to this room, and seeing when you kiss me?” he teased, “I don’t mind, well, its not me who do it”

Without gave any answer, Yuto broke the distance between them. Looking for something soft from Ryosuke, and definitely it was Ryosuke’s pink-lip. The kiss who gave by Yuto was really soft. Yet, not after that Ryosuke pushed Yuto’s body which a little bit was pressing his body.

“Where is your phone?” he asked, while Yuto just showing out his confused expression. “Hurry up”. Yuto gave his phone to Ryosuke and he setting up for an minute. “With this, you wouldn’t more than an minute” he letting out his smirk, showing glance that you-couldn’t-do-more-than-this

Yuto just start back his dare because he didn’t want waste his chance and time which is Ryosuke gave. He broke the distance and found Ryosuke’s lip, then he pressed it with his own. Firstly, their kiss still soft, but not long after that their kiss became hotter and forcefully. He looked bite Ryosuke’s lower lip, greeting all of his teeth and danced with Ryosuke’s tounge.

Didn’t want to lose, Ryosuke response Yuto’s passionate kiss. Actually, he had the purpose for gave the dare like that, because he was missing his touched and kissed gave by Yuto. And to be honest, he is also want more longer than that, yet he should hold it, because how could he do that while the place is not supporting for it, although it was for kiss only.

Yuto still kissing him, sometime his tounge would in Ryosuke’s mouth. However, because he felt his time might be over, he started to gave soft kiss to him. He wanted felt Ryosuke’s soft lip more longer, remembering how texture of Ryosuke’s lip for days if he couldn’t touched him in days.

It’s alright. Not long after that, sound of ‘beep beep’ would be hear from stopwatch on Yuto’s phone. Slowly, he released his lip on Ryosuke’s. Then, he glanced deep at black-brown Ryosuke’s eyes, gave his sweet-smile. Once, he kissed his lip for the last.

“How?” Ryosuke asked

“Not enough”

Both of them laughing with glancing each other face, gave the signals which is just them who would know it.

A couple of intimate-friend is still continuing their truth or dare game, until the clock is pointed at patient’s sleep time. Ryosuke was bedridden with blanket covering his body

“Are you stay in hotel?” he asked before he closed his eyes

“No.. I will here”

“You can sleep on the sofa if you are sleepy” he pointed the sofa in the left room.

“I wouldn’t sleep. I will taking care you” Ryosuke smile hearing those sweet words from Yuto’s mouth. He certain that he would have something nice in dream.

“Jaa, oyasumi”

“Oyasumi”

Ryosuke started to closed his eyes and going to his dream. While Yuto still awake, as he said before, wouldn’t sleep for taking care Ryosuke.

Yet, after taking care Ryosuke in some hours until midnight came, slowly Yuto felt heavy in his eyes. Because he couldn’t held it anymore, he was fell asleep beside Ryosuke’s bed -with his right hand circling Ryosuke’s body and his left hand for put his head.

Some minutes gone, Ryosuke awake because he felt something had circling his body. He touched it slowly, and realized that the something is Yuto’s hand. He looked at beside and smile seeing Yuto who fell asleep already. Then, his right hand moved to Yuto’s head automatically, caressing his black hair feelingly. And then, he had putting his hand on Yuto’s neck, like he had embrassing him.

“I love you”

***

One of coridor in Hiroshima hospital looked a little bit noisy because discuss and footstep by 7peoples around and seem get in to the room.

While 2 peoples in the room looked silent because hearing those noisy voice by 7 peoples around the coridor, like both of two peoples knew that voices. Okay, that’s right. Not long after that, the door was opened and showing 7 peoples get in to the room one by one.

“Oii Yamada!” Hikaru greeted when he get in

“Yo!” Yuya greeted too

Immediately, that patient room was noisy by members’ greet. Ryosuke smiled, smile for thanking to them because they were came from far just for his sake.

Yuto, who feed Ryosuke stopping his activity a moment for greeted members who just came.

“Wah, seems we all disturbing their activity” Hikaru said when he realizing Yuto carried the porridge bowl.

“Lets wait outside, minna” Yabu agreed Hikaru’s sentence.

Some members looked turn their body and wanted to leaving the room,before Ryosuke spoke out.

“Oi oi oi” he said with laughing because Hikaru and Yabu’s statement earlier. “Not like that”

All member laughing after listening Ryosuke’s answered who seemed shy. Yuto just smiling received all member’s statement.

“Hows your hip?” Yabu asked

“Yuto, are you taking care him aright?” Hikaru said too teasing him

(A/N: I’m sorry I really love YabuHika when they’re teasing YutoYama XD)

After hearing Hikaru’s sentence, Ryosuke and Yuto glanced each other without have meaning sense and showing their amuse-smile.

“My hip was going well. Doctor give me medicine for painkiller my hip. You guys don’t need to worry me” he answered with smile

“Yamada, don’t try to force yourself like this. If you feel sick or tired, you just need to tell us, we will help you for sure” Inoo said

“That’s right what is Inoo-chan said” Daiki replied

“Chan.. I didn’t expect that you could say those words to me” Ryosuke said innocent with laugh

“OII” all member laughing hard because Ryosuke and Inoo’s conversation. Well, altough they are agree what is Ryosuke said earlier about Inoo. You guys knew how random Inoo, right?

“Ryosuke, you know?” Ryosuke looked to Chinen. “Keito felt lonely because there is nothing who asked him to go out” Chinen said

Ryosuke chuckled hearing it. While Keito looked shyly after Chinen said like that.

“Hahaha gomen ne. Next time, if I have free time, we will go out together” he said, after that his eyes moved to Yuto, “You should join, ne” Yuto just smiling as an answer. Yah, Ryosuke knew that it would be difficult for ask Yuto to joining with them.

All of them continuing their discuss and joking each member. Sometime, one of them would asked to playing some game for having fun Ryosuke who being sick.

Until they didn’t realized that evening came, and time was over for people to looking up patient. All of them say goodbye to Ryosuke and Yuto. And before leaving Ryosuke’s room, one member said...

“Yamada, we will pick you up for go to back together tomorrow. We will inform you later in group. Jaa, mata ashita” Daiki said

“Uun, arigatou minna”

“Jaa ne” “Bye bye” “Mata ne”

Ryosuke’s room was full of all member’s voice to take leaving, before the room going silence. Just leaving two human, one is chibi, and the other one is taller. Yup, they are. Ryosuke and Yuto.

Once more, they were just glanced each other. Yuto, who sat on the sofa looked moves to Ryosuke’s bed, sitting on the mattress. Then, he gripped left hand his intimate-friend. Ryosuke seemed moves his body, gave for Yuto’s place.

“Did you hear Inoo-chan’s sentence in the past?” Ryosuke nodded. “Don’t ever feel reluctant to inform your condition self to us, if you feel not well” Yuto said counsolled

“But I don’t want-“ before Ryosuke finishing his words, Yuto already cut it out

“You don’t want make them worried, right? I knew it” Ryosuke just silent listening Yuto “But if you already like this, you just make them more worried” Yuto continuing the words with caressing Ryosuke’s hair. “Also, you know? Your fans is worrying your condition now” Ryosuke still silent, thinking what is Yuto said earlier

The chibi who bedridden was staring to Yuto. His sad gaze was showing how much he felt going wrong way because he made them worried

Yuto staring back to him with smile. He knew those gaze who showing to him and said “daijoubu” with slow voice, yet Ryosuke would be hear.

“Next time, if you don’t want make them worried, at least you tell me about your condition. Anything. I will not get angry or mad to you, as long as you tell me everything, especially your condition” Yuto tighter the gripped in Ryosuke’s hand. “Ne? Promise?”

Ryosuke nodded, signal that he would promise for tell everything to Yuto.

The taller came closer to Ryosuke, broke the distance for kissing him on his forehead.

Yet, suddenly Ryosuke ruined the silence but romance in the room after Yuto released his kiss on Ryosuke’s forehead

“Yutti” he called

“Hum?”

“I want do that” he said shyly yet still came out from his mouth

Yuto laughing hard yet amused when listening the chibi’s longing, “Baka omae”

-END-

Don’t ever try to request me for the ‘sequel’ of this! XP
Another YutoYama’s fic yeay.. eventhough the idea is Yama’s pain, i’m sorry Yam L Keep your health always, JUMP too!!
Thanks for reading my fic~ Don’t forget to leaving a comment. Wanna know how many people who read this^^

pg, yutoyama, fanfiction

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