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arashi4storm January 28 2019, 10:00:07 UTC
Good morning Yukina!
You were the first post I had on my feed and I read it. The whole thing and... I comprehended you.
I was also and, somehow, still am a girl who doesn´t have that many friends and is more a loner. It also happened to me in high-school that people started to ignore me for senseless reasons. Even my former "best friends" put me aside.
I found comfort in reading and writing. It really takes you into a different world where you don´t have to worry about your own circumstances. I also found comfort in other things, which took me to Arashi two years later and here I am.
I am sad about the hiatus, but quite happy and relieved because I totally think they deserve the break, specially Riida. 20 years, aka two decades, it´s almost my whole life. It must be draining, tiring, exhausting, despite all the rewards they get from fans, experiences and so on.

I am happy you found Arashi and they saved you. Literally saved you.
I don´t know you, and probably I have never talked to you (I am quite a shy person who is always in the background reading fanfics and admiring people like you who write and try to translate some videos/lyrics. But I am glad you found Arashi.

So... Yeah! I wanted to write this because I felt like I had to after reading your whole post, which I felt completely identified with.
I truly wish the best for you and I do hope in the future things turn better. With or without Arashi being there, they will always remain in our hearts and as for us, we always must keep hope even in the darkest moment.

Have a good day! Thanks for posting this.

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mikunicchi January 30 2019, 18:10:31 UTC
Hello!
Thank you for taking your time and reading my ramblings and even going out of your way to reply it really ;-; Reading your message made me tear up again, but then again I'm crying straight for these last days for every little thing.
I painfully understand that feeling of being ignored for senseless reasons. I really do. So I'm really glad that you've found your way to the Arashi too. This place is a very special place for me and every other fan here. I'm happy that we met here! And I'm glad you left a message here, perhaps we can continue talking from now on? Like I'm super shy and this is super awkward but if it's okay with me, I'd really love to be friends with you from now on. Even though we haven't spoken before, this doesn't mean we can't from now on I guess
Have a really good day too! Thank you for replying this really T-T <3

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