Jun 12, 2005 22:56
i hate my dad!!! okay i was talking to pat and hes like your parents make me feel like shit, like i fucked up your life or somethin and i tried talking to them again and pat tells me he didnt slam the door in my dads face but my dad keeps saying he did and he says me and pat arent allowed to hang out until he apologizes and shit which
1. i owuldnt want pat to cuz i wouldnt want my dad to have the satisfaction and
2. i no pat probably wouldnt anyways
and its so gay cuz i no pat wouldnt do that or anything and i no my dad never listens to anybody anyways, so yeah i have no idea what im going to do, i mean normally id hang out w/ him anyways but my parents found out i smoke and then a week later my mom found out that i drink and they threatened that if i fucked up one more time i would be sent to military skool and shit so i dont want to get in any more trouble, but on the other hand i really want to hang out w/ pat, i mean hes been like my best friend for the past almost 8 years and i feel really shitty cuz he feels really bad and i fucking hate this! now i no how kat and cheryl felt when they couldnt hang out anymore, but at least they didnt live next door and i need to find a way to be able to hang out with him again F-U-C-K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!