In with the new, out with you..
Breathe in..
I've been MIA on here for awhile. I'm sorry to those who actually used to follow what I wrote- which was probably only a whopping two of you. I moved back to Bradenton from Gainesville,FL after staying there for about eight months. That was a really special time of my life, so thank you G'ville for the memories! I can say I'm glad to be home, but things could be worse.
That brings me to my next topic, love and all the bullshit finding it entails. (Don't even say that "love finds you", I think you have to go after things you want in life, of they'll pass you by). Anywho, People would probably disagree with me, but I don't have many friends anymore. All of the guys I used to hang around with have moved away to different cities and states, and the ones who are still here are in serious relationships. I have a lot of friends who are girls, but most of them stop hanging out after they get boyfriends (boyfriends get jealous I guess). I understand that's life, but it's no fun. Especially when I can't seem to find a girlfriend. Someone who gets me, and doesn't want me to change. A woman who'll love me unconditionally, and is willing to take the bad with the good. I've been on lots of dates since my transplant, back on July 4th, 2008, but nothings panned out. Just when I think I've struck gold, turns out to be just dirt. It's a very lonely and frustrating way to live. I try to just be happy and appreciate what I have, and I do, but I'd like to share it with someone. You know things like laughing on the beach as the sun sets, going to a concert and just getting lost in the moment, or cuddling in bed on a rainy day listening to records spin. I understand I'm a complicated person and I don't let a lot of people close to me, I'm just hoping someone is willing to scale that wall. Ok I'm done venting (for now), which is what blogs are usually good for.
I've been pretty busy with school, and I'm excited about it. I've completed Two full semesters and one summer class. Also made the Deans list last semester! Not really a huge deal, but I never made anything except a trip to the principals office way back in my grade school days. I"ll hopefully be able to apply for either the Radiography or Respiratory Therapist Program next year.
Also, I ran another Half-Marathon last week in Miami.. Every time I run it reminds me how wonderful it is to breathe! I also run for all those people with Cystic Fibrosis who have passed away before me.
Exhale.
- Mike
I've been MIA on here for awhile. I'm sorry to those who actually used to follow what I wrote- which was probably only a whopping two of you. I moved back to Bradenton from Gainesville,FL after staying there for about eight months. That was a really special time of my life, so thank you G'ville for the memories! I can say I'm glad to be home, but things could be worse.
That brings me to my next topic, love and all the bullshit finding it entails. (Don't even say that "love finds you", I think you have to go after things you want in life, of they'll pass you by). Anywho, People would probably disagree with me, but I don't have many friends anymore. All of the guys I used to hang around with have moved away to different cities and states, and the ones who are still here are in serious relationships. I have a lot of friends who are girls, but most of them stop hanging out after they get boyfriends (boyfriends get jealous I guess). I understand that's life, but it's no fun. Especially when I can't seem to find a girlfriend. Someone who gets me, and doesn't want me to change. A woman who'll love me unconditionally, and is willing to take the bad with the good. I've been on lots of dates since my transplant, back on July 4th, 2008, but nothings panned out. Just when I think I've struck gold, turns out to be just dirt. It's a very lonely and frustrating way to live. I try to just be happy and appreciate what I have, and I do, but I'd like to share it with someone. You know things like laughing on the beach as the sun sets, going to a concert and just getting lost in the moment, or cuddling in bed on a rainy day listening to records spin. I understand I'm a complicated person and I don't let a lot of people close to me, I'm just hoping someone is willing to scale that wall. Ok I'm done venting (for now), which is what blogs are usually good for.
I've been pretty busy with school, and I'm excited about it. I've completed Two full semesters and one summer class. Also made the Deans list last semester! Not really a huge deal, but I never made anything except a trip to the principals office way back in my grade school days. I"ll hopefully be able to apply for either the Radiography or Respiratory Therapist Program next year.
Also, I ran another Half-Marathon last week in Miami.. Every time I run it reminds me how wonderful it is to breathe! I also run for all those people with Cystic Fibrosis who have passed away before me.
Exhale.
- Mike