what bridge
I honestly wonder why people talk shit. Im no saint. ijust wonder. like does it make you feel good? powerfull? in control? Is it out of spite? Jelousy? i honestly wonder. It just makes me sad that someone i consider to be one of my closest friends, one of the only people that when i have a problem i can go to, the only friend i ever bought a present for, could just start talking bad things about me, make fake phone texts to me, and just make me feel worthless and like shit. Im not completely dumb. Dont text me from a phone i never get texts from. Silly billys. Im not going to get mad. I wont ever get mad. I just get more sad as the hours pass on. I mean i have tried to get this person to talk to me but nothing works. I dont know maybe i just put trust in the worng people. Maybe i just care to much about them. I just think i deserve a talk with the person at the very least but i dont know. it seems like lately everyone can make mistakes(no matter what size) and be forgiven except for me. I'm not even sure if i have made a mistake this time.
i need some jello to cheer me up.......
i need some jello to cheer me up.......