Russell, please dont take me lightly when i tell you, you totaly just contradicted yourself. And calling me a "babylonian whore" none the less means WHORE, and then all that talk about you and courtny being in love and all that other stuff with you and her. I'm probably the biggest romantic freak ever. And when you start talking about how mitch is like a brother too you. Well why cant you just let him go and be happy for us. No russell we do not have "pillow play." I'm sorry thats not what were doing. I'm being totaly honest with you. Mitch probably just told you yes because he didnt think you would believe him other wise. Which you probably wouldnt have. Seeing as how people think its somehow hard to believe that we cant be perfevtly fine the way we are. Not being sexually active. We Are Fine. I'm tired of arguing with you in the first place, I'm not trying to be mean about anything, but quite frankly, you are the one who started it. I tried getting mitch to call you several times after you last spoke. Well a while back that is whenever you two were arguing. Anywho i would hate for him to loose his best friend, And hopefully his best man for our wedding. I know how i would feel if i lost Emily, the one who thinks project 86 is awsome. I would die! She is my BEST FRIEND! I love her to death! She is a sister to me. Seeing as how it felt like the rest of my brothers and sisters had abandoned me, I have very many sibling problems, of which i do not wish to discuss for fear of it bringing me yet again to tears. I am not saying this to think that you might show some sympothy, I merely need you to understand that i have a very fragile heart. And when you say the things you say. Especially about how me abd mitch could never make it, it makes me put up a ferecly strong deffence system, I don't take it lightly when someone threatens me or the ones i love. And in some ways i feel i need to protect mitch now most of all. His heart is just as fragile as mine, And just like you not being able to live on without courtny, He and i would not be able to exsist without eachother. If you think this is some kind of "thing" that we have for eachother and its not real, you are greatly mistaken. Further more i'm tired of bickering about my matters and quaraling over meaningless thoughts. I'm sick of it. I wish the best for all of us. I think you are agood person deep inside. I hope that we can one day fix this fude we have going on. Or will you stay where its safe? Away from your brother, away from us? Like we have some sort of disease? Does it not tell you in the bible to embrace those who know no better and the wounded or sick? It does not tell you to shun them in any way. And right now its what your doing. I'm sorry if my words imply harsh against you. But please consider us still being friends. I dont like to make enimies. With love to you and courtny. I bid you adue.
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