beeep beeep beeeeeeeeep!
Im working my ass off... mind you im really excited to move out next friday... WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO! thank the lord... im outta my grandparents.
You know... im happy to be the age i am but have you ever wanted to be 8 again? I mean even just for a couple of days... I probably wouldnt want to go back to 18. When i was 8, i had my mom... my brothers and sister... my dogs... my house... and not a worry in the world. I was concerned with who to play with instead of worrying about work. Its amazing to think how far i have come in ten years... its sort of depressing if you ask me. Part of me cant wait until i grow up....then theres another part of me that just wants to be held in my mom's arms and tucked in to bed...
Right now i feel like i am the middle stage of a haircut. you know how you get your hair cut short... then you decide to grow it out... there is that period of time that your hair is completely screwed up and it doesn't want to do ANYTHING... Its that awkward stage... that drives you nuts... and its that awkward stage that i feel like im in... i want to go back in time when there were no worries... then i know that there will be a day where my "hair will be long again"... that stage where everything works out perfectly... even if i get another "hair cut"... i just want to feel like i did the right thing.... i want to feel successful.
That day will come... I cant wait.
lisa
You know... im happy to be the age i am but have you ever wanted to be 8 again? I mean even just for a couple of days... I probably wouldnt want to go back to 18. When i was 8, i had my mom... my brothers and sister... my dogs... my house... and not a worry in the world. I was concerned with who to play with instead of worrying about work. Its amazing to think how far i have come in ten years... its sort of depressing if you ask me. Part of me cant wait until i grow up....then theres another part of me that just wants to be held in my mom's arms and tucked in to bed...
Right now i feel like i am the middle stage of a haircut. you know how you get your hair cut short... then you decide to grow it out... there is that period of time that your hair is completely screwed up and it doesn't want to do ANYTHING... Its that awkward stage... that drives you nuts... and its that awkward stage that i feel like im in... i want to go back in time when there were no worries... then i know that there will be a day where my "hair will be long again"... that stage where everything works out perfectly... even if i get another "hair cut"... i just want to feel like i did the right thing.... i want to feel successful.
That day will come... I cant wait.
lisa