(no subject)

[mike232]

well that was weird. just two hours ago i was freaking out and going crazy, now it seems like nothing ever happened. i think it is because i talked to eliz. eventhough i just talked to her for five min everything is ok know. we do this way to much and i don't like it. it never gets to bad though because we both know that we are getting mad at each other for no real reason. when ever i talk to her it reminds me that everything will be ok. i know that when we are with each other there is nothing wrong. i can't wait till she goes to college, only 2 years left. i think i talk about that way to much but i know that is when we will truly find out that we were made for each other. i alos reilized today that i am upsessed with elizabeth. i can't go 2 hours without talking to her. and then when i think there is something wrong with her it hurts me so much that i am not there to hold her in my arms. i want to make her feel better as soon as possible. it rips me to apart to see her like that when i'm not there. if your reading this elizabeth i would stop reading here. there is one thing that always gets to me and it just did again when i got off the phone with you. when ever i hear that your going out it makes me worried and i can't stop thinking about it. especialy when she doesn't tell me were she is going. i know she is not going to do one thing to hurt this relationship but i always get that feeling in my stomach when she says that. i know i shouldn't bother me but it does and it goes away when she tells me what she did the next day. i know she probally gets like this when i go out but its a lot worse for me. well i'm going to stop there before i get myself in trouble with eliz, but its probally already to late.

well i'm just writing in my livejournal because i can't think what to write for my sociology paper thats due tomorrow. so i am going to get back to writing this stupid thing.