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right know in my life there seems like there is nothing that could go right for me. my girlfriend is mad at me. my school sucks, its hard and i'm 6 hours away from home which is to fucking far away for me if your asking. i don't know what i was thinking when i choose this place. i guess i haven't meet the women of my dreams yet, elizabeth which is still back at home. i feel like crap most of the time execpt when i'm back at home. when i'm at home there is nothing to worry about because i'm with elizaeth but when i'm here all i can think about is her and there is nothing i can find to do that will make time go faster. it seems like when i ever i talk to her she alwasys has things going on that night which is great for her but i just which i had stuff to do. i know this sounds worthless but most of the time i'm just doing homework so i could get into a school in north carolina next year and when i'm not doing that i'm just wasteing time intill i get to talk to eliz. when ever i talk to her i seems like my head is cleared from all my worries and i think she is the only thing that is getting me through this. well i have to make to class in 10 min so i'm going to go. love you eliz, thank you for everything and i hope nothing ever changes between us