Aug 31, 2007 21:53
last week i had my first palooza thrown for me. marikapalooza. it'll be hard to top it. especially when there was spongebob squarepants themed cake and animal shaped plasticware. it sure is nice feeling appreciated. its nice when people recognize how hard you've been working with cake and ice cream. its also nice to feel part of a team. oh comraderie.
if he wants to treat me like one of his sisters that he never talks to, then fine. i hate how i'm being judged. i hate that it hurts my feelings.
in the next 15 days, i will have 2 working days and 13 days not at work. that's about a week of non-work per day of work. DO THE MATH. speaking of math, i get to see josh in less than a week AND i get to sit in on his class. did i mention my boyfriend is a dreamy professor? YESSSS.
how do i feel about lists. i don't want the success of my life and my happiness depend on the number of goals i've attained and things i've accomplished. somethings that i love i don't really think are accomplishments and they still make me happy. maybe i'm just saying this now cause i'm young and stupid. if you can even call 23 young and stupid anymore.
cissy is getting married in about two weeks from this very moment. i am so excited, i could burst. i don't know why i'm so giddy exactly, but i can't help it. i'm just so happy! which doesn't make a lot of sense because i haven't even met the boy yet, haha, but i already know he's amazing and perfect for her, it's only the formality of actually meeting him that's left.