Sep 13, 2006 21:47
i got in bed tonight at like 8:30 but couldn't sleep. it was really hot in my room and my mind couldn't calm down.
i wish i could just go see movies by myself. i eat lunch by myself everyday. i walk around the city alone. what makes movies meant for more than one? it's dark inside anyway. i actually did see a movie by myself in high school. three to tango. why? because everyone else wanted to watch house on haunted hill, or the haunting, i forget which one. but i told them no, i was not going to watch a scary movie, so i bought my ticket for three to tango, sat in the back, and loved the movie i paid to see. i have it on dvd. when i watch it, it reminds me how independently not-cool i can be, in a good way.
freshman year i would watch movies by myself all the time in the dorm. if latoya was out or if everyone went to the frats or something, i'd just watch amelie or labrynth alone in the dark and lay on my bed. or oceans 11. i think i just got used to having someone to go to the movies with and maybe that's a bad thing.
i just want to see little miss sunshine, dammit.
as a side note, i have less than two years to learn the current events so that i can participate in the miss virginia regional pagaent so i can go on to win the miss america pageant and become a role model for little girls everywhere. i don't really have my heart set on miss universe, i know i'm not that pretty. plus i have to start toning my muscles. and oh yea, i need muscles.
i am 2% not kidding about this.