SO much fun!
So DHS semi was last night, and it was by far the best dance i have ever been to. Not necessarily because of who went, and god knows it wasnt because of the music, or how i looked...i just felt SO comfortable and relaxed. I have never been to a dance where i felt secure enough to just be myself and dance however i felt. Usually i think about it too much, and i never could really dance on the outskirts of the dance floor, or really jsut let loose, all i could do was stick to the middle, follow people around, and try my best to blend. Yeah not as "fun" as it sounds. Now i know that i had a little help being "relaxed" on the dance floor, and im not denying the fact that it def helped, im also not saying that i need it to have a good time, but last night, it just made everything that much better, i had so much fun and im so happy. Laurens house after the semi was really good too, because i actually got sleep, i was just so tired, i fell right asleep after they put on borat and i slept right through the night, plus it was ill chilling with people in the morning and hearing matt and archie play some acoustics for us, honestly, best time ever, for real. i jsut hope prom is as good.
What i do not like though, is this snow. Its putting a damper on my good mood because today is my only free day since im stuck working sat and sun 2-8 and i was really looking forward to taking advantage of this extra day off, but now im under house arrest until the snow stops basically and by the way its going, it doesnt look as if its gonna stop anytime soon. I hope im wrong and that i can still go out for at least part of the night tonight, because that would be awesome. I really should be doing my homework today since i know that i wont have time the rest of this weekend plus i have mad projects due monday, but im prooobably not gonna haha lets face it.
Oh and another thing that jsut really put me in a great mood was that my friend jessie went to the shins concert last night and called me during the show. unfortunately i missed the calls because i was at the semi but she left me two voicemessages with the shins playing some of my favorite songs (the shins = my favorite band) and that MADE my morning, for several reasons, it complimented my mood from the night before because it brought me back to when i went to see the shins live with jess actually for my birthday and that was the best concert ive ever been too, because it was jsut so much fun and i was with such great kids that night, plus the fact that she thought of me and decided to call was jsut so amazing and shes such a good friend and i miss her because we've sort of drifted lately because of school and diff friends and such but shes still my bestest, and i duno it jsut made me so happy so i thought id write all this down so that one day when im feeling sort of down i can go back to this entry, and this time and put myself in a better mood. i honestly love all of my friends and i dont want to lose touch with any of them because they are all so great
so thats all ive got to say right now, ill write more laterrr
What i do not like though, is this snow. Its putting a damper on my good mood because today is my only free day since im stuck working sat and sun 2-8 and i was really looking forward to taking advantage of this extra day off, but now im under house arrest until the snow stops basically and by the way its going, it doesnt look as if its gonna stop anytime soon. I hope im wrong and that i can still go out for at least part of the night tonight, because that would be awesome. I really should be doing my homework today since i know that i wont have time the rest of this weekend plus i have mad projects due monday, but im prooobably not gonna haha lets face it.
Oh and another thing that jsut really put me in a great mood was that my friend jessie went to the shins concert last night and called me during the show. unfortunately i missed the calls because i was at the semi but she left me two voicemessages with the shins playing some of my favorite songs (the shins = my favorite band) and that MADE my morning, for several reasons, it complimented my mood from the night before because it brought me back to when i went to see the shins live with jess actually for my birthday and that was the best concert ive ever been too, because it was jsut so much fun and i was with such great kids that night, plus the fact that she thought of me and decided to call was jsut so amazing and shes such a good friend and i miss her because we've sort of drifted lately because of school and diff friends and such but shes still my bestest, and i duno it jsut made me so happy so i thought id write all this down so that one day when im feeling sort of down i can go back to this entry, and this time and put myself in a better mood. i honestly love all of my friends and i dont want to lose touch with any of them because they are all so great
so thats all ive got to say right now, ill write more laterrr