Nov 09, 2004 21:19
I am really stressed out and I'm not sure why. Possible reason being is that by brain, the thinking analizing school brain has finially kicked in this week so it is rockin like it was rockin at the end of the sprin semester. If it is true that the stress is caused by the way my mind is going now I would say the whole expierence is like going fast down a dirt road-you get to where you want to go and you get there faster but the ride isn't comfortable and you can't enjoy your sandwhich. I took a nap and that made me feel better for a while. More naps. Naps good.
My Dad and my sister are coming to visit me this weekend! Its a b-day present. Jess said she would watch my sister so Dad and I can go for dinner. We can all go see the Polar Express movie and Sarah is going to come with me to work at the co-op on friday. P.S. I work with the coolest guy Carl at the co-op. He is kinda like Mr. Jewitt in that he likes to talk about his stuff alot but he is great and we have fun manning the ship for the two hours on friday for the weekly radio show of all the neigbhorhood characters that come in and talk politics, science, religion, local issues. I feel really lucky.
Registration starts soon and I think I'm going to go for a phull plate o' philosophy again and mabey with a voice class to break it up. Yo mo' fo' we be gettin crazy up in here! Dude, to apply my obsessive thought and perpetual inner monologue to philosophical questions instead of my own neurocies, I could crack out some good shit! I've got to keep my brain running like this though. Especially over breaks since it definately died over the summer break. I will dedicate myself to do any reading I missed over break, every day at least, and read the more of books we only read sections of.
I wish I could calm down.
P.S.
What up Sven! I apreciated some cold for you yesterday.