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this has probably been one of the hardest weeks of my life and it happened so fast. Almost everyone is gone now. I haven't cryed this much in a while.
I think that Scott, you are the person that i'm missing the most. Which is kinda weird since we didn't hang out that much this year. I have read your letter at least twice every single day since you have given it to me and every single time i read it...i cry. People can even tell that i miss you.
I said good-bye to Grant tonight. That was really hard to do. I didn't start crying about that until i got home. Everytime I think about Scott or Grant or Owen or Pat being gone...i get teary-eyed. Its rediculous.
This sucks. I wish my good-byes to people would have been different. But they weren't and there is nothing I can do about it now. I just need a couple days to relax and think about stuff but thats not going to happen because i have too much shit to do before school starts. I need a massage.