Dangerously in Love
Ha! After, what, 2 years of waiting for anything to happen...ever since that new years party. Today, the day before your b-day, while you're with someone, you decide to kiss me. The day that I'm finally pre-occupied with other male interests you decide to kiss me. What a joke. What a bad, bad joke. At first I was so stunned, so absolutely stunned. Two seconds, our lips met and parted as soon as they touched. I've waited so long. After thinking it over, I had a grin on my face. So, confusion to a feeling of FINALLY! and now... a feeling of loss. I should have made a move first and then i wouldn't be regretting it. That's the end of us. We're just friends on from this point on. You be happy and i'll be happy.
Sleeping with you, it won't happen again. Ever. I think i've had enough. Throwing myself at you was the worst idea of my life. It lacks self respect. And when you don't respond the way i want you to, the way we both hesitate, the way you hurt me time and time again, i've decieded that as much as i'm dangerously head over heels for you we have to stop this. This tiptoeing around each other, this ignoring eachother, this isn't working. This just hurts. It HURTS to be WITH you as much as being WITHOUT you. How perverse, how horrid. I don't like this feeling, i have to find a way out of this feeling.
And you! You've tainted me for life. How could you not finish what you started? why couldn't you commit? By my lover or don't be my lover. I don't care about your gf lol! How could you start something with me and then feel bad about your girl. Don't talk to me about her, i don't care about her or else you and i wouldn't have happened in the firs place. Now my body craves for you, even emotionally, i want you. And you alone. I miss you, did you know that? of course you did, i don't let you forget how much i miss you and how much you mean to me. I mean, i don't just want you for your incrediblly SEXY godly body. You're broad shoulders, you're insanely slim waist and that sexy ass. Every time i remember that image i always drool. ha! i'm a pervert 'cause of you now!
And you, shut up and kiss me or else i'm going to find someone else to unleash my frustrated body on. END
Sleeping with you, it won't happen again. Ever. I think i've had enough. Throwing myself at you was the worst idea of my life. It lacks self respect. And when you don't respond the way i want you to, the way we both hesitate, the way you hurt me time and time again, i've decieded that as much as i'm dangerously head over heels for you we have to stop this. This tiptoeing around each other, this ignoring eachother, this isn't working. This just hurts. It HURTS to be WITH you as much as being WITHOUT you. How perverse, how horrid. I don't like this feeling, i have to find a way out of this feeling.
And you! You've tainted me for life. How could you not finish what you started? why couldn't you commit? By my lover or don't be my lover. I don't care about your gf lol! How could you start something with me and then feel bad about your girl. Don't talk to me about her, i don't care about her or else you and i wouldn't have happened in the firs place. Now my body craves for you, even emotionally, i want you. And you alone. I miss you, did you know that? of course you did, i don't let you forget how much i miss you and how much you mean to me. I mean, i don't just want you for your incrediblly SEXY godly body. You're broad shoulders, you're insanely slim waist and that sexy ass. Every time i remember that image i always drool. ha! i'm a pervert 'cause of you now!
And you, shut up and kiss me or else i'm going to find someone else to unleash my frustrated body on. END