Mar 05, 2004 16:49
Yea, everyone is going to hate me. I royally fucked up.
I was just reconciling with Mikey, and things were looking good. Then I got invited out to the east coast with Stitch. And I met Ryan. I'm going to be shot for writing this next part.
Ryan is this sweet, funny, smart, great guy. And I like him. And if I didn't love Mikey, something could have happened between us. But I love Mikey. I'm sorry that I hurt him.
And Mikey, I'm sorry. I just wasn't thinking.
What I meant last night, when I said I don't trust myself, is I just don't trust my judgement. I've made so many bad calls, and I'm so lost, I'm don't know what I'm doing. I love you, and I mean that.
Meegs