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I'm such a fuckup. And an asshole to boot.
I just screwed up everything. Because I don't know what I'm doing. And I'm an idiot when I don't know what I'm doing.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I used to be able to write such long updates, but I feel so reluctant to do that now. I don't even want to think about my life now.
I've moved in with Jamie. I am officially out of the apartment, and in her house. I need her in times like these. She's my best friend, and I love her to death, and I'm glad I'm not alone.
I need to reflect.
I just screwed up everything. Because I don't know what I'm doing. And I'm an idiot when I don't know what I'm doing.
What the fuck is wrong with me? I used to be able to write such long updates, but I feel so reluctant to do that now. I don't even want to think about my life now.
I've moved in with Jamie. I am officially out of the apartment, and in her house. I need her in times like these. She's my best friend, and I love her to death, and I'm glad I'm not alone.
I need to reflect.