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so today is mother's day... a day for the mother's.
me and britannica wished each other happy mother's day today. oh... to be married and to be a mom.... that's waaaaaaayyyy in the future.
in some ways, thank G-d, in other ways, I WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like one of those people that is never ever going to get married, or even have a freaking boyfriend ever... honestly, i can't imagine it.
though i'm still trying to figure out what the hell is going on with poodle.
so we've established the fact that he likes me. as a person, at least. but like i said in my last entry, britannica says that there are signs that he actually LIKES me.
maybe it's because my hair is straight now so i actually look pretty. but he told her during AP week that he likes me and my hair was looking BAAAD on AP week.. which was last week... YYAAAYYYY!!! (oh, did i mention i lied yet again when i said i didn't like him anymore?)
so i've been making up scenarios between me and him in my head the whole weekend. it's a very interesting process. so i make up him saying something and then i make up myself saying something.
and it's ALWAYS when we're on the train.. because that's the only time i EVER get to talk to him.. unless.. of course... he would FREAKING ASK ME OUT!!
but it's sad because it's gotten so AWKWARD between us.. like, he came up to me during the break of the u.s. history exam and he's like "i officially kicked ass on that multiple choice" and i was like "yeah it was awesome.. it actually wasn't that bad" but that was sooo awkward!!! because we looked at each other for like a second and then we kind of looked off into the distance in like opposite ways.. and he kind of hung around like he wanted to say something.. and i kind of hung around like i expected him to say something... but then he's just like "well, see ya later" and he walked off to go find eric or something.
i don't know if he thinks it's awkward. but i do. and it's gotten to the point where it's like .. tangible. you know? like, caitlin was with us during the statistics exam and she felt the awkwardness so much that she went away and sat at her desk for the rest of the break. and i ended up talking about my weight the whole time.. which was really funny, just to see his reaction... but now i regret it. so i don't know.
but maybe it's awkward because he likes me too?
HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE!!!
why am i so obsessed?
ok i will talk about something else.
so yesterday we went to a bat mitzvah that me and snickypoo played at, and there was this girl there who i was freinds with in elementary school and now we hate each other because she thinks i'm a lesbian for some reason. yup. because i'm not obsessed with someone who happens to be a MALE at all, am i? nope.
anyway, so my sister saw the MC and was like "omg he's like a hotter version of jessie mccartney!!!" (which, i dont' know about you, but jesse mccartney is NOT hot, and neither was this MC.. actually, i thought he was kind of ... um... ugly?)) but she was totally obsessed, and managed to get maedros to take a picture of him on her cell phone, and now she has him as her wallpaper.. that's kind of what i wanted to do with poodle though i haven't found the "opportune moment."
watch him be reading this livejournal.. that would be REALLY funny.. and it would definitely explain the awkwardnes.....and it would almost definitely kill me. lol
unless, of course, he read it and realized how much he is absoultely in love with me, and then he asks me out...
wishful thinking, coconut, wishful thinking.
then at the very end of the bat mitzvah my parents started booty dancing with some of their friends. like, my mom was booty dancing with her best friend's husband, and my dad was booty dancing with like 3 of my mom's best friends.
i'm leaving out the details, of course..
i will never look at them or their friends the same again.
EVER again.
ack.
i kind of wish i had a picture though... you know, to blackmail them with.... lol
alright.. that's my update for this week probably unless poodle decides to do something amazing like ask me out or kiss me or both.
bye!!!!
me and britannica wished each other happy mother's day today. oh... to be married and to be a mom.... that's waaaaaaayyyy in the future.
in some ways, thank G-d, in other ways, I WANT A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like one of those people that is never ever going to get married, or even have a freaking boyfriend ever... honestly, i can't imagine it.
though i'm still trying to figure out what the hell is going on with poodle.
so we've established the fact that he likes me. as a person, at least. but like i said in my last entry, britannica says that there are signs that he actually LIKES me.
maybe it's because my hair is straight now so i actually look pretty. but he told her during AP week that he likes me and my hair was looking BAAAD on AP week.. which was last week... YYAAAYYYY!!! (oh, did i mention i lied yet again when i said i didn't like him anymore?)
so i've been making up scenarios between me and him in my head the whole weekend. it's a very interesting process. so i make up him saying something and then i make up myself saying something.
and it's ALWAYS when we're on the train.. because that's the only time i EVER get to talk to him.. unless.. of course... he would FREAKING ASK ME OUT!!
but it's sad because it's gotten so AWKWARD between us.. like, he came up to me during the break of the u.s. history exam and he's like "i officially kicked ass on that multiple choice" and i was like "yeah it was awesome.. it actually wasn't that bad" but that was sooo awkward!!! because we looked at each other for like a second and then we kind of looked off into the distance in like opposite ways.. and he kind of hung around like he wanted to say something.. and i kind of hung around like i expected him to say something... but then he's just like "well, see ya later" and he walked off to go find eric or something.
i don't know if he thinks it's awkward. but i do. and it's gotten to the point where it's like .. tangible. you know? like, caitlin was with us during the statistics exam and she felt the awkwardness so much that she went away and sat at her desk for the rest of the break. and i ended up talking about my weight the whole time.. which was really funny, just to see his reaction... but now i regret it. so i don't know.
but maybe it's awkward because he likes me too?
HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE!!!
why am i so obsessed?
ok i will talk about something else.
so yesterday we went to a bat mitzvah that me and snickypoo played at, and there was this girl there who i was freinds with in elementary school and now we hate each other because she thinks i'm a lesbian for some reason. yup. because i'm not obsessed with someone who happens to be a MALE at all, am i? nope.
anyway, so my sister saw the MC and was like "omg he's like a hotter version of jessie mccartney!!!" (which, i dont' know about you, but jesse mccartney is NOT hot, and neither was this MC.. actually, i thought he was kind of ... um... ugly?)) but she was totally obsessed, and managed to get maedros to take a picture of him on her cell phone, and now she has him as her wallpaper.. that's kind of what i wanted to do with poodle though i haven't found the "opportune moment."
watch him be reading this livejournal.. that would be REALLY funny.. and it would definitely explain the awkwardnes.....and it would almost definitely kill me. lol
unless, of course, he read it and realized how much he is absoultely in love with me, and then he asks me out...
wishful thinking, coconut, wishful thinking.
then at the very end of the bat mitzvah my parents started booty dancing with some of their friends. like, my mom was booty dancing with her best friend's husband, and my dad was booty dancing with like 3 of my mom's best friends.
i'm leaving out the details, of course..
i will never look at them or their friends the same again.
EVER again.
ack.
i kind of wish i had a picture though... you know, to blackmail them with.... lol
alright.. that's my update for this week probably unless poodle decides to do something amazing like ask me out or kiss me or both.
bye!!!!