Dec 06, 2005 23:10
i wish through all these moments of insecurity and doubt i could find the one thing that brings me sanity. this feeling in my gut, is it the result of always wanting what i can't have? or wanting what i should have? and not knowing how to achieve so. is there ever a right time for anything or anyone? and if i have to question right timing does that mean it's wrong? people always talk about just "knowing." does thinking you knew at one point and not sure if you still know at another a sign that you didn't know at all to begin with?
maybe it's just the cold that's got a hold of my heart.