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[mightymia]

was 109 yesterday
in sweats-

took ten xlax,
went to the bathroom
relatively pain-free
and now my stomach
is flat[er]

but am petrified
of the scale.

ate four rice cakes.
about 40 pieces of
candy corn
and a diet pepsi
and water
and i'm huge

h.u.g.e...

like a big fat balloon.
today i g ointo work
and do a manager wait

[i'm a waitress.]

i'm tired, a little weak
and cranky
and tired
and tired
and tired.

my throat is raw
from purging
and getting over sickness
and smoking cigs
and i'm weary,
and i'm wasted,
and i'm wasting myself.

calories,
none please.