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so i'm writing to say that i weigh 112. after a huge horrible up-down-up slide i finally have kept it (relatively safely) at this weight for a while.
god it's hard trying to lose weight slowly and keep it off.
i seem to have great success losing 5lbs in one week then gaining it back the next.
decided i was sick of that. so i've been good at restricting and falling back into old habits.
even tho i'm still purging...
but less often.
down to about 1-3 times daily.
anyway- 112 in two weeks, from 117. not bad. slow but not bad. i'm trying to just maintain and then slowly get to 110, then hit 108. my body seems to lose weight in 2lb increments. last year it clung to 112.5 for dear life, then plummeted down to 107.5 in less than a month.
so i'm writing again.
as motivation,
a reminder,
whatever.
even if no one reads this anymore
except me, that's enough for now i suppose.
112 and sinking.
god it's hard trying to lose weight slowly and keep it off.
i seem to have great success losing 5lbs in one week then gaining it back the next.
decided i was sick of that. so i've been good at restricting and falling back into old habits.
even tho i'm still purging...
but less often.
down to about 1-3 times daily.
anyway- 112 in two weeks, from 117. not bad. slow but not bad. i'm trying to just maintain and then slowly get to 110, then hit 108. my body seems to lose weight in 2lb increments. last year it clung to 112.5 for dear life, then plummeted down to 107.5 in less than a month.
so i'm writing again.
as motivation,
a reminder,
whatever.
even if no one reads this anymore
except me, that's enough for now i suppose.
112 and sinking.