Women troubles
Someone made an already shitty situation with me and Donya even worse. I didn't speak to her yesterday. It's bugging me. She keeps insisting that I want to choose faten over her, that I can't keep having the "best of both worlds." I understand where she's coming from I guess, but she knows I'm not gonna drop a friend of mine for no reason. What I did was my fault, not hers. It wasn't her responsibility to stay faithful, it was mine. I had a lot of hope it would work out, but now I don't think it will if I continue talking to her. She hasn't realized how bad getting involved with me is, and how little she deserves to feel this shitty all the time. I hope keeping some distance from her can help her, cuz it's not easy for me. I knew it would get complicated and shitty, but alas I did nothing to prevent it. God only knows what's gonna happen now. Alls I know is, no girlfriends for vinny for a wee. A long wee.