As he saw the young couple walking through the park, the old man said to his grandson, "Don't ever let your head take over your heart, kid. Thinking can scare a man, and nothing can hurt love like fear."

My mom said something fascinating the other day. She said to me and my dad, "You Zahedi's drive away women. You get them to love you, and then you hate them for it and try to get rid of them." Scary thought. Too scared that it's true.

Didn't see enough friends. Partied pretty hard. It was fun and now it's over. The end. Let's see what we got next.

After all this time, after all this progress, and it's still the most powerful and beautiful feeling I have in my body. Thinking about her, or even my feelings towards her makes me feel so alive. The fact that I can still feel like that gives me hope. Because maybe it'll happen with someone who actually feels the same way about me. But until then, ( Read more... )

I don't want to be a pothead anymore. Wow. What the fuck? I feel too disconnected with everyone and everything. I want to feel shit again. Let's see how this goes. Wish me luck!

What a fascinating flux period I find myself in. I wonder where this is heading.

Fuck hate. Fuck jealousy. Fuck disgust. Fuck spite. Fuck anger. Fuck weakness. Fuck insecurity. Fuck misery. Fuck politics. Fuck dishonesty. Fuck trickery. Fuck greed. Fuck money. Fuck business. Fuck ambition. Fuck dreams. Fuck sex. Fuck dating. Fuck games. Fuck love. Fuck relationships. Fuck fear. Fuck anxiety. Fuck depression. Fuck thoughts. Fuck ( Read more... )

I have mixed feelings about valentines day. On one hand, I hate its contrivancy. It is an invisible marketing tactic to sell toys and candy in between Christmas and Easter. However, I do believe that people need to be reminded about both the importance of love, and the people we love. Maybe it is because it is universally relevent that it is so ( Read more... )

Blazed my time away. People wanna go back to school. I don't want this to end. I'm having too much fun.

Euphoria. Release. Let go. Peace. Serenity. Music. Beauty. Relax. Let go. Bright shadow. City lights. Slow heart. Take it easy. Let go. Old memories. Old friends. Old love. Let go. Stop. Not again. Let go. Just let go.