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So im driving around and thinking about how much i hate being single, about things with toni, about how my red head "autumn" that i had a non-date date with hasnt talked to me in over a week. yay life...so i was heading to the store to buy a 5th to undo my day at the gym...which btw ive gained like at least 10 lbs...and a bit of it is in my chest and arms. my arms were described today as like a rock when i flexed...which hehe is cool i like that.
So feeling kinda crappy, and i get a text from toni saying thanks for driving us to weld , and how much she appreciates how i look after her....ok cool makes me feel a bit better..still single...about to walk into the liquor store, get a text from autumn. Saying sorry she hasnt been in touch shes been busy and she will have internet to talk to me by wednesday and to take care. ^-^ So that got me feeling a bit better, i still bought something to drink but at least now im smiling and life isnt seeming so shitty.
Almost offered to bail toni out again but decided i shouldnt. Her ex Bf stole her car for a day or so and took like 40 bucks out of her wallet. Calling her at 3 am drunk , and again at 5 drunker saying she was a bitch and threatening to commit suicide. But somehow shes managed to get herself about 60 or so in the negative in her checking after i bailed her out not even two weeks ago. she gave me 200 bucks , and shes worked off 80 so far , but she still owes me 220 bucks. Im starting to wonder if ill ever get it, or if ive let my good nature get the best of me
So feeling kinda crappy, and i get a text from toni saying thanks for driving us to weld , and how much she appreciates how i look after her....ok cool makes me feel a bit better..still single...about to walk into the liquor store, get a text from autumn. Saying sorry she hasnt been in touch shes been busy and she will have internet to talk to me by wednesday and to take care. ^-^ So that got me feeling a bit better, i still bought something to drink but at least now im smiling and life isnt seeming so shitty.
Almost offered to bail toni out again but decided i shouldnt. Her ex Bf stole her car for a day or so and took like 40 bucks out of her wallet. Calling her at 3 am drunk , and again at 5 drunker saying she was a bitch and threatening to commit suicide. But somehow shes managed to get herself about 60 or so in the negative in her checking after i bailed her out not even two weeks ago. she gave me 200 bucks , and shes worked off 80 so far , but she still owes me 220 bucks. Im starting to wonder if ill ever get it, or if ive let my good nature get the best of me