Nov 05, 2008 23:48
I guess I am a nerd for two posts in one day, but I keep having things fall into place. I realize that the secret of living is to be like a razor, that when it is right it will just slice and flow effortlessly. I need to lose myself more in the same ways to keep finding myself. Sometimes it is scary, but what do I have to worry about other than failure. Pushing the edge further out is the only way to feel alive. That big fear keeps popping up, but for me, can only be conquered by action. Also, I am so glad you are finally happy. It is all I ever really wanted. I hope in some strange way, letting you go was the best thing for you. Sweet Dreams.