"I don't want that kind of forever in my life anymore"

Dec 28, 2005 01:34

So 5 months later........

So the update is a little overdue. Don't tell Mrs. Livejournal but I've been cheating on her with the hussies known as Myspace and Facebook. I was just feeling very highschool tonight so I figured an LJ visit and update would be fitting. Let me just throw out here that Alexandra, from Florida, is coming to visit in two days. I really cant get a handle of what is about to go down this weekend. It's so amazing to think that I will have some of my favorite people all in one spot, NYC! Nabil, Amanda, Nick, THE HOOKA, Rachel, and Lisa will all be in the city this weekend and I'm pumped. It always makes me laugh when they say "Oh you're from NY, you can be the tour guide". Pretty sure Binghamton is more rural than every town they all come from. NYC makes my head spin too.
I'm totally a "change junkie" in the sense that I get bored with things easily and need to work on new projects and goals constantly. My situation with the jobs has been copied and pasted over the last three or four years and I'm proud to say that I'm moving away from CJAC and Uno's considerably and getting heavier into MMC while I continue my Financial Economics degree at Binghamton University. I want to do some sweet things after school is out and I guess there is more potential for snags in that plan while working in a restaurant setting or even at CJAC. People get stuck at these places and resent those furthering their education. It makes me sick to my stomach when people, especially at Uno's, will treat you different because they assume you think you are better than them as you finish school. So I basically dropped back as a substitute lifeguard at CJAC and I'm going to pull all the way out of Uno's. I will continue to work at MMC this spring and I am pumped to do that. It's a place where I'm learning so much and I feel like it is something new and exciting to work at and hone my skills. Reclining in a pool deck chair or helping people decide between sierra mist or pepsi makes me feel inferior not because of my insecurities but more so from the people themselves. One rude customer at Uno's will hurt your feelings in a small way, and you try to roll with it. But after a while the depressing demeanor of the servers and the tedium of the side work will get to anyone. Don't get me wrong...the money is great...I wouldn't have done it if I didn't think it was worth it. This is just the best decision for me right now.
Christmas was great here this year. I guess it continues to take on different meaning as you get older and I'm totally down with that. I got less presents this year as the "parental cut-off" continues to manifest itself into every facet of my existence, but it's chill. Who knows, I may be the one buying presents for snot-nosed children in a few years.
I hope to do another update soon laying out a five year plan. It will hopefully be a good way to put things into perspective again. I can't believe I'm almost done with college. That sounds weird. Next step is the real world and shit. Ah! I vote to go to bed at this time and veto all thoughts of maturity until next time guys. Good night and dont forget that JEEEESUS is the REEEESON for the SEEEEASON!
Things are going all right here in Binghamton, not gonna lie.
NYC two days!!
FLORIDA twelve days!!
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