Mar 06, 2006 02:00
So, I just went to my old hoster of my journal, diary-x, only to find out that they suffered an "unrecoverable drive failure."
This means I lost every. single. one. of my old entries.
I knew they sucked anyway...I stopped writing in it PRONTO because once I reached a certain point, it would erase one old entry for every new one I would create...but still...my entire high school years are on that, including my freshman year here at Radford. I kept up with that pretty much weekly since I was 15...so many memories on there, that are lost forever. Sure, I didn't use it anymore...but I really did want to go back and look at a couple old entries. I stopped writing in my paperbook journal once I discovered diary-x.......maybe I should have just kept writing on paper.
I remember writing an entry when I was 16 about not having a car, when all of my other friends already had them...and I would probably end up getting my grandma's old car (which I wouldn't have had a problem with, except for the fact that I knew she would NOT go out and buy herself another car, and I'd constantly have to battle with her to have the car). Then, the very next entry, I am absolutely ecstatic about my shiny new Camaro. That car really did come out of the blue...and I had every single thought and emotion documented right there, in that journal.
I really enjoyed looking back and seeing how far I've come emotionally...
Oh well. Goodbye, old journal. I'll miss you. :(