sanctuary
bat ba lage kong takbuhan ang lj??
when i am unsure of myself, i run to lj to hear me out. let me in. and im always welcomed. and im always thankful.
i hate it.. not the lj thing, this thing with me now..
not that i dont know how to appreciate because i do. that person or those people should be aware if not have an idea how important they are in my life, how i value them. but that doesnt mean that im not ever going to feel this way.
i just thought there was a nicer way to say it. or maybe i expected too much
ah lj, you let me speak in vague words and i love you. because you never judge or throw blame, you just hear me out and you let me say my piece.
and no, im never done. but i fear that you have become more of an enemy than an ally. not that it would be true because i feel that it is so, but the fear gets the better of me..
exhale. sigh.
when i am unsure of myself, i run to lj to hear me out. let me in. and im always welcomed. and im always thankful.
i hate it.. not the lj thing, this thing with me now..
not that i dont know how to appreciate because i do. that person or those people should be aware if not have an idea how important they are in my life, how i value them. but that doesnt mean that im not ever going to feel this way.
i just thought there was a nicer way to say it. or maybe i expected too much
ah lj, you let me speak in vague words and i love you. because you never judge or throw blame, you just hear me out and you let me say my piece.
and no, im never done. but i fear that you have become more of an enemy than an ally. not that it would be true because i feel that it is so, but the fear gets the better of me..
exhale. sigh.