my letter to you

[midnyt_tears]

dear you,

pagod na ko.

andami ko pang gustong sabihin, pero para saan.. para ano?? hahaba lang..

hindi mo naman kasalanang vulnerable ako.. that i read what you said in a different light..

special ka ha?! iniiyakan kita.. at in fairness.. ilang araw na ang dramang ito sa buhay ko..

hindi ako makapagisip dahil sayo! apir!

sabe ko nga sa friend ko kanina, yes we may set our limits but our actions deny the validity of our agreement.. i guess i just read too much in it..

i hate you.. i do.. not because things didnt go the way i thought it would but because i actually thought that it might..

you had a hand in it too.. that much i want you to admit..i may have gone and created a reality in my mind, but you had a hand it..

you were sweet.. you held my hand.. i didnt offer mine.. you took it and held it..

i didnt just go and lay next to you.. you fished for it.. cmon! we both know you fished for it!

and i didnt ask you to kiss me.. i may have pretended that i didnt feel it.. but it happened..

so dont make it seem like you had nothing to do with it...

i wont tell them what really happened.. i dont want you to come out as a liar..

basta.. we both know what's the truth..

this is the last ill ever talk about it.. this is the last night ill ever cry about it..

i think..

yce