an open letter to pam
pam,
i dont even know where to begin..
im sorry if i offended you with my insecure post.
i have no idea how to explain myself.. or how to make you understand without sounding defensive at all..
i am at a loss for words and merely sad that i have done this great injustice to you.. that you felt, you were one of the people i was referring to when you have been nothing but nice to me.
i was kidding when i said that "my friends were intentionally wasting my money so i couldnt go to pangasinan," you know how much i wanted to go. regardless of who was there or not. i wanted to go to pangasinan and have a huling hirit sa taginit with the greenies. but unfortunately, i dont get as much as most people do, apart from that you are aware that my mom holds my other atm and i am left with a measly 4k every pay day. i cant make do with 2500 for pangasinan with 4k. i have also promised certain people that i was going to get them something for my birthday. i wanted to bless people for a change and give them gifts instead of receiving gifts from them. i know it may sound like its not true, but you are one of those people.. and unfortunately, i couldnt push through with this plans because i cannot afford to buy the gifts anymore, that's why i didnt mention this to you in the past too..
pam, i know i sound ultra defensive already.. and im sorry i hurt you.. i know we've only know each other for less than 3 weeks but i love being friends with you and the last thing i wouldve wanted is to hurt your feelings..
again, im sorry pam.. i hope you can forgive me..
ill see you tom, ok!?
kisses, ayz
i dont even know where to begin..
im sorry if i offended you with my insecure post.
i have no idea how to explain myself.. or how to make you understand without sounding defensive at all..
i am at a loss for words and merely sad that i have done this great injustice to you.. that you felt, you were one of the people i was referring to when you have been nothing but nice to me.
i was kidding when i said that "my friends were intentionally wasting my money so i couldnt go to pangasinan," you know how much i wanted to go. regardless of who was there or not. i wanted to go to pangasinan and have a huling hirit sa taginit with the greenies. but unfortunately, i dont get as much as most people do, apart from that you are aware that my mom holds my other atm and i am left with a measly 4k every pay day. i cant make do with 2500 for pangasinan with 4k. i have also promised certain people that i was going to get them something for my birthday. i wanted to bless people for a change and give them gifts instead of receiving gifts from them. i know it may sound like its not true, but you are one of those people.. and unfortunately, i couldnt push through with this plans because i cannot afford to buy the gifts anymore, that's why i didnt mention this to you in the past too..
pam, i know i sound ultra defensive already.. and im sorry i hurt you.. i know we've only know each other for less than 3 weeks but i love being friends with you and the last thing i wouldve wanted is to hurt your feelings..
again, im sorry pam.. i hope you can forgive me..
ill see you tom, ok!?
kisses, ayz