thoughts on blogging

[midnyt_tears]

blogging isnt what it used to be anymore..

i am no longer free to write about what i want to say, when i want to say it..

i have now made friends who take everything i write about, by heart.. i hate disclaimers and i hate explaining myself, but i thought that the title alone of the blog explains how i am or who i am..

i write half truths.. not lies but half truths.. not the whole truth that there is..

i am now entangled in a web of "friendship" easily hurt with the things i may say.. i am in a situation where there's no way out.. where i am no longer me.. but i am also not someone else..

i am officially disheartened by blogging..

please dont take this against yourself..

if anyone is aware that this blog exists.. and if anyone may be reading this.. its just my thoughts.. dont take this against yourself...