(she had a one in a million bad days)

May 07, 2004 14:15

i think i've lost complete dexterity in my fingers, i've lacked any real sense of where any of the keys on this keyboard is. although i type free form and i type quickly, i've been making spelling errors and typoes left and right, and i wonder if it's because my thoughts run much quicker than my fingers can, or if it's becuase my brain is stalling and has been stalling for quite a while.

i've been playing more guitar and writing some spoken word poetry, i recorded four tracks of that, if anyone is interested, ill see how many comments i get and from there i'll decide if im going to post it. my demo is on the way, the guitar tracks are done and i'm going to be doing voice in the next week. also, i decided that i am going to also produce a full length, 3 recorded tracks, 6 spoken word tracks and three more live songs. which will be a good mix of power and passion, pretentions and vulnerability.

apparently i'm much more talented live. i could have told anyone that. i'm a person who is searching for my audience. and i'm a person who's learning to understand how to create an audience while staying completely honest. and i'm finding a way to move my audience by playing songs that i wrote so long ago and i've played so many times that they don't move me anymore...

maybe.
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