strange life...

[midnightorion]

so it started Saturday night, but it was not so bad, but Sunday morning it hit hard and I was in bed all day. I tried to get out and even play some WoW but after a little over an hour of that it was all I could take and I crawled back into bed. I woke up monday and contemplated trying to go to work, but decided I should rest another full day and then go back to work. Good idea there I was in bed all day monday until the evening when i got onto the couch and watched some TV for about 3 hours then went back to bed. Tuesday was not all that bad at work nor was today until about the end and my throat was real hoarse. I realize the feeling pretty good all day might be just because of being on the drugs that are supposed to do that, because at night and right in the morning its a totally different story. I have to make myself eat, because I have no appitite at all. I have not been hungry since friday night. In fact since friday I have lost 8 pounds now due to not eating. I have eaten as much in the last 4 days as I usually do in 1. I have only had fruit, soup Orange Juice and Water since sunday night because thats all I can even think to eat anything with dairy makes me cringe because it will get caught in my throat and I will cough it up and....ewww.

This is so strange for me the eating part anyways...I know its not good and its not a healthy way to lose 8 pounds especially in less than a week. But even when I do eat I don't feel full, but I almost do so I don't eat that much.

Ok thats all time to shower and climb into bed I am hoping to sleep this illness totally away tonight so i can go dancing tomorrow, because if I don't feel better then I am going to skip dancing so I can get another full nights sleep.