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i had orientation for work yesterday. it was cold and boring and took over 4 hours. my locker rarely opens. i look cute in the shirts. today we had fitting room and register training. we had to be there at 8am. ugh. the headsets confuse me becuase i'm not a multitasker and if i'm talking to someone next to me and someone goes live i competely blank out and get confused.
i watched "bend it like beckham" last night. good movie. the coach guy -- mmm mmm. i reccomend it.
i just took eric off of my buddy ist (oh oh! big gasp there). now i know what greg went through with me. it seems like eric's into me, but playing games. as cool as he is, i'm really not into games right now. i don't have the mind for it. so, done with that for now. now back to greg, ugh, i'm still kicking myself in the ass for that. oh man, i had him and i let him go. what the hell is wrong with me? mmm. well for the first time in my life, i actually told someone how i felt (and it was through an IM thingy, but i just typed up this big long monologue of just what i was feeling and sent it and went to on-stage). i know i was too late, but at least i said it. =/ im such an ass. we still haven't talked. so now i'm junior prom date-less. i still have to decide if i'm goign to junior prom. ugh. i could have gone last year, too. but i fucked that up as well.
can someone please tell me what's wrong with me?? i should have listened to ellen about greg. but no, i went off and fucked everything up. i shouldn't be allowed to make any decisions regarding my life anymore. someone smart should be entrusted with that.
getting my tounge pierced saturday.
i watched "bend it like beckham" last night. good movie. the coach guy -- mmm mmm. i reccomend it.
i just took eric off of my buddy ist (oh oh! big gasp there). now i know what greg went through with me. it seems like eric's into me, but playing games. as cool as he is, i'm really not into games right now. i don't have the mind for it. so, done with that for now. now back to greg, ugh, i'm still kicking myself in the ass for that. oh man, i had him and i let him go. what the hell is wrong with me? mmm. well for the first time in my life, i actually told someone how i felt (and it was through an IM thingy, but i just typed up this big long monologue of just what i was feeling and sent it and went to on-stage). i know i was too late, but at least i said it. =/ im such an ass. we still haven't talked. so now i'm junior prom date-less. i still have to decide if i'm goign to junior prom. ugh. i could have gone last year, too. but i fucked that up as well.
can someone please tell me what's wrong with me?? i should have listened to ellen about greg. but no, i went off and fucked everything up. i shouldn't be allowed to make any decisions regarding my life anymore. someone smart should be entrusted with that.
getting my tounge pierced saturday.