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so progress reports came today and confirmed my week-long fear - i am a definite fuck up.
"seldom takes quizzes or tests"?? what the fuck kind of comment is that? you give the tests/quizzes - i take them. is it my fault you "seldom" give them. its like blaming me for the color of your fuckin lawn. go take a shower.
ive been talking a bit to mike in the past couple of days. i really miss him. i wish he'd just come and transfer to ccsu or something .. :-/
still havent talked to greg. its been over a week. im done. fuck it. i know hes playing my own game with me, but im really not in the mood for games.
i didnt attend escuela today. wasnt really in the mood after yesterday's "talk" with lets call her X. we had a delay and then i just ended up at natalia's house. i just like chilled and read the da vinci code and ate cheesy crackers for like 2 hours. then i helped her out some with her research for her term paper, which is conveniently due friday. i had like a conversation with her grandma, too. it was pretty cool. i miss my grandma, damnit. i left around 1 and walked home in the snow. a black man in a silver suv kept driving by and calling me "babygirl".
i think eric and i are in an arugement. if we are, its over the stupidest thing ever - an elton john song. ugh. i know im being a bit of a bitch to him, but i cant help it.
jamie said he'd come over and give me some irish.
*sigh*
march fuckin sucks. this is definately not my month.
so i had this crazy ass dream where jess was really pissed at me for like no reason and her and missy were ignoring me and/or being mean to me at school. so i confronted them and jess and i just hugged and she gave me a friendly kiss on the cheek and for that second i thought everything would be ok, but then she was like "we're no longer friends". so i told chris about it, and of course him being himself, he decides to interpret my dream and goes into like biblical refrence - "kiss of betrayal .. judas" - so now im paranoid over i dont even know what.
so i want to get the whole dan thing straightened out as soon as possible. i want to pull those shitty as grades of mine up to some average level of acceptance deemed worthy by my parents and just get shit on the right track again. i dont want to have anything to hide.
oh! so i was doing research for my emily dickinson paper and i was reading random poems of her. all the information i had previously gotten about her basically portrayed her as a reality fearing celibate woman who locked herself up in her room. yeah not according to poem 190. you go girl! lol.
yeah im babbling. sorry for the bullshit.
oh yeah. to finish off with a bit of good news. old navy hired me! i start on saturday - i get trained for like 4 hours. wo0t. =)
"seldom takes quizzes or tests"?? what the fuck kind of comment is that? you give the tests/quizzes - i take them. is it my fault you "seldom" give them. its like blaming me for the color of your fuckin lawn. go take a shower.
ive been talking a bit to mike in the past couple of days. i really miss him. i wish he'd just come and transfer to ccsu or something .. :-/
still havent talked to greg. its been over a week. im done. fuck it. i know hes playing my own game with me, but im really not in the mood for games.
i didnt attend escuela today. wasnt really in the mood after yesterday's "talk" with lets call her X. we had a delay and then i just ended up at natalia's house. i just like chilled and read the da vinci code and ate cheesy crackers for like 2 hours. then i helped her out some with her research for her term paper, which is conveniently due friday. i had like a conversation with her grandma, too. it was pretty cool. i miss my grandma, damnit. i left around 1 and walked home in the snow. a black man in a silver suv kept driving by and calling me "babygirl".
i think eric and i are in an arugement. if we are, its over the stupidest thing ever - an elton john song. ugh. i know im being a bit of a bitch to him, but i cant help it.
jamie said he'd come over and give me some irish.
*sigh*
march fuckin sucks. this is definately not my month.
so i had this crazy ass dream where jess was really pissed at me for like no reason and her and missy were ignoring me and/or being mean to me at school. so i confronted them and jess and i just hugged and she gave me a friendly kiss on the cheek and for that second i thought everything would be ok, but then she was like "we're no longer friends". so i told chris about it, and of course him being himself, he decides to interpret my dream and goes into like biblical refrence - "kiss of betrayal .. judas" - so now im paranoid over i dont even know what.
so i want to get the whole dan thing straightened out as soon as possible. i want to pull those shitty as grades of mine up to some average level of acceptance deemed worthy by my parents and just get shit on the right track again. i dont want to have anything to hide.
oh! so i was doing research for my emily dickinson paper and i was reading random poems of her. all the information i had previously gotten about her basically portrayed her as a reality fearing celibate woman who locked herself up in her room. yeah not according to poem 190. you go girl! lol.
yeah im babbling. sorry for the bullshit.
oh yeah. to finish off with a bit of good news. old navy hired me! i start on saturday - i get trained for like 4 hours. wo0t. =)