Dec 12, 2004 22:36
Everyone is talking about change. Almost every person I know is not sticking to the "original" plan that they had for college or the next chapter of their lives. Everyone is having a wind blow them to places they now think they should be. I wonder where I am being lifted off to. Or if the wind is even coming in my direction. I feel as if I need to clean sweep my life. And my attitude. I need to work hard and party much harder. I don't want to say I am making "New Year's Resolutions" because no one ever sticks to those. I remember last year Ali sent me a text message that said "this is a new year, show case yourself to the world" That is how I feel right now. I am trying to stress less. I seriously just want to have good friends and fall in love. Isn't that the most fucking corny ass thing you have ever heard?
Christmas vacation is in a few days. I want to be with my friends and fucking rock this bitch.