Sep 07, 2005 16:15
I am in the middle of some sort of personal turmoil and I can't seem to get out. Everything I do to try to move on and move out, only makes it worse. I feel like I have no way of getting out of these situations and I am driving myself absolutely crazy.
I just wanted to live.I'm so tired of doing everything with my mind before I act it out. I was once upon a time impulsive, which had its drawbacks, but at least it was exciting.
Pre-calculus is still kicking my ass. Mrs. Harmon is the worst teacher. Ever.
I fear my walls are collapsing, and that soon everyone will see me. I just need someone to reach out and let me know they care.....and are willing to listen. I just need to talk things out just to hear what it all sounds like piercing the air.
My other side is demanding attention, and I can't seem to fight it away.
I fought the temptation to punch someone right in their stupid fucking face today. So much for all my motherly qualities.