Beverly Hills - That's where I want to be!
Well kiddies, I havent posted in awhile....because I haven't been home. I have been at the river with my Josh. Well, not there just to be with him, but a happy "family" weekend...that turned into like 2 weeks...meh whatever. Anyway - so much to talk about, yet, not really.
We'll start with Wednesday because it was the most eventful, I must say.
So, I imagine all of you have had so much built up inside of you that you just have to let it out somehow....and typically it deals with a guy. Weeeelll, so I have a story for all ya'll. SO - Wendesday night, I am sitting at home and Oskie comes over and asks me if I want to go and play pool with him up at Ruthie's (bar in Dallas City). Knowing Josh is working, I accept the offer hands down. So we go up there and I see Josh, Josh sees me, Josh doesnt talk to me. Mind you all of his friends are in there. Well he walks out the side door with Kenny to leave. Hmm, Ash wasnt happy about that one. So...I proceeded to follow him screaming his name at the top of my lungs (ya know, to cause a scene and embarass him - my 2 greatest attributes). So I go and follow him to the truck and ask him what his deal is. He says nothing is wrong and looks at me and smiles. Being the bitch that I am, I gave him the nastiest look that I could muster up....it was intense...so intense, he wouldnt look at me after that. So, I told him to peace out and I walked away and you know what the little shit does......NOTHING! NOT A DAMN THING! You want to piss a girl off, dont go after them when they are mad and walking away....I WAS SO PISSED. So, I went inside Ruthies and grabbed my purse and said in front of everyone "I'M FUCKING DONE"! So, I walk outside and get into Oskie's truck and he comes to calm me down and then I start screaming at hime to get the fuck away from me and leave me alone. So, he did (Smart Guy) and about 10 minutes later he comes out to the truck. Well, he also has Josh's older brother with him. I was fine until I started talking to him. As soon as he started talking to me, I started crying. Asking how Josh could do this and be like this to me and treat me like this. So...Oskie gets way pissed and drives to Josh's house...he's not there, so me and Oskie take off and head towards his grandma and grandpas because that is where he was going. So we drive by and he is there. So Oskie didnt want to start anything in front his family, so we go to Josh's house and sit....like buzzrds waiting for the roadkill to die. After about 10 minutes, Josh FINALLY gets home. Well, I sat in the truck and Oskie went down to have a nice long talk with him. So I sat there. Eventually, I got to go into the garage and give my piece (which didnt turn into anything when I saw how upset he was) so yeah, all was well.
Thursday - Josh had to work, so of course, I went up there to play pool. Well, he was being alot better. He was being social and nice and sweet and I really liked it. Then I dont remember what we did after that. I think we may have went - yeah - we went to his house and worked on his car. It was fun - but hey, at least he was being sweet, right?
Friday - Hmmm, well today was awesome. Josh races his car and he was racing tonight in Cordova....and guess who got to go....ME! It was midnight mayhem, which means it went from midnight to 4 a.m. It was awesome. I was real cold the whole time, but I got over it. I sat with Josh in his car while he was in the lanes. I stayed semi warm.
Saturday -
We'll start with Wednesday because it was the most eventful, I must say.
So, I imagine all of you have had so much built up inside of you that you just have to let it out somehow....and typically it deals with a guy. Weeeelll, so I have a story for all ya'll. SO - Wendesday night, I am sitting at home and Oskie comes over and asks me if I want to go and play pool with him up at Ruthie's (bar in Dallas City). Knowing Josh is working, I accept the offer hands down. So we go up there and I see Josh, Josh sees me, Josh doesnt talk to me. Mind you all of his friends are in there. Well he walks out the side door with Kenny to leave. Hmm, Ash wasnt happy about that one. So...I proceeded to follow him screaming his name at the top of my lungs (ya know, to cause a scene and embarass him - my 2 greatest attributes). So I go and follow him to the truck and ask him what his deal is. He says nothing is wrong and looks at me and smiles. Being the bitch that I am, I gave him the nastiest look that I could muster up....it was intense...so intense, he wouldnt look at me after that. So, I told him to peace out and I walked away and you know what the little shit does......NOTHING! NOT A DAMN THING! You want to piss a girl off, dont go after them when they are mad and walking away....I WAS SO PISSED. So, I went inside Ruthies and grabbed my purse and said in front of everyone "I'M FUCKING DONE"! So, I walk outside and get into Oskie's truck and he comes to calm me down and then I start screaming at hime to get the fuck away from me and leave me alone. So, he did (Smart Guy) and about 10 minutes later he comes out to the truck. Well, he also has Josh's older brother with him. I was fine until I started talking to him. As soon as he started talking to me, I started crying. Asking how Josh could do this and be like this to me and treat me like this. So...Oskie gets way pissed and drives to Josh's house...he's not there, so me and Oskie take off and head towards his grandma and grandpas because that is where he was going. So we drive by and he is there. So Oskie didnt want to start anything in front his family, so we go to Josh's house and sit....like buzzrds waiting for the roadkill to die. After about 10 minutes, Josh FINALLY gets home. Well, I sat in the truck and Oskie went down to have a nice long talk with him. So I sat there. Eventually, I got to go into the garage and give my piece (which didnt turn into anything when I saw how upset he was) so yeah, all was well.
Thursday - Josh had to work, so of course, I went up there to play pool. Well, he was being alot better. He was being social and nice and sweet and I really liked it. Then I dont remember what we did after that. I think we may have went - yeah - we went to his house and worked on his car. It was fun - but hey, at least he was being sweet, right?
Friday - Hmmm, well today was awesome. Josh races his car and he was racing tonight in Cordova....and guess who got to go....ME! It was midnight mayhem, which means it went from midnight to 4 a.m. It was awesome. I was real cold the whole time, but I got over it. I sat with Josh in his car while he was in the lanes. I stayed semi warm.
Saturday -